1 00:00:14,119 --> 00:00:17,359 Welcome to the Lansdale Life Church podcast. 2 00:00:18,420 --> 00:00:24,100 If you're seeking a closer relationship with Jesus Christ, this podcast is for you. 3 00:00:24,740 --> 00:00:26,660 Thank you for joining us today. 4 00:00:35,800 --> 00:00:36,840 All right, gentlemen. 5 00:00:39,039 --> 00:00:45,100 We went a bit long on the fellowship. Sorry if you guys are tight with time, but we have a 6 00:00:47,259 --> 00:00:54,859 real special speaker today. I've been pumping up this morning for the last couple weeks in church, and 7 00:00:56,039 --> 00:01:00,759 you know, it was probably maybe five, six, nine months, you know how time flies. 8 00:01:01,359 --> 00:01:07,099 But I was thinking like at times, you know, because there was a slither of time that we were actually contemplating 9 00:01:08,180 --> 00:01:14,000 starting our church in New Hope. I don't know if you know this, yeah. Down in, if you know New Hope along the river, 10 00:01:15,560 --> 00:01:25,260 down at the playhouse, you know, but, so then we just kept praying the Lord led us to Lansdale, right? 11 00:01:25,780 --> 00:01:31,939 But over time, I just started thinking, you know, if you know New Hope, Pennsylvania, I'm sure Chuck will share a little bit more about this, but 12 00:01:32,459 --> 00:01:38,260 New Hope, Pennsylvania is a beautiful part of Bucks County and the state. 13 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:43,420 If you've never been in New Hope, the town, it's just gorgeous. Tons of money. 14 00:01:43,420 --> 00:01:50,780 I mean, you could not imagine how much real estate is in that little pocket of ground right along the Delaware River. 15 00:01:51,640 --> 00:01:58,180 The construction is wonderful. It's just beautiful, right? And just gorgeous. What's that? 16 00:01:58,819 --> 00:02:04,159 Historical, very historical, artistic. A lot of famous artists came from there. 17 00:02:04,560 --> 00:02:11,840 But another thing is there's a lot of spiritual darkness. And over the years, churches have closed. 18 00:02:12,400 --> 00:02:17,039 Churches have gone very woke and, and 19 00:02:17,599 --> 00:02:22,840 watered down, if not apostatistic, if you want to call it a word. 20 00:02:23,259 --> 00:02:28,000 But just a lot of things have taken place in that part of the, of the county. 21 00:02:28,599 --> 00:02:37,460 And I was thinking, you know, I remember there was one guy who was preaching the straight up gospel and he was so hardcore true to the word of God. 22 00:02:37,460 --> 00:02:41,900 He loved Jesus. I wonder if he's still, I kind of knew he was still somewhere. 23 00:02:42,280 --> 00:02:49,379 So I reached out to him and, and we connected. I'm like, how are you surviving in New Hope, Pennsylvania, when every other 24 00:02:49,379 --> 00:02:54,139 gospel preaching church has moved on, closed, and changed. 25 00:02:54,939 --> 00:03:01,919 And through us getting together and talking, I learned a testimony about this guy that I never knew and it's just tremendous. 26 00:03:01,919 --> 00:03:08,719 And I said, you know, I have to have him come out and share with the men on what's going on in Chuck Wilson's life and his family's life. 27 00:03:09,180 --> 00:03:13,400 So without further ado, let's give it up to the Lord for Pastor Chuck Wilson. 28 00:03:27,879 --> 00:03:29,639 All right. Well, thank you, Chris. 29 00:03:29,639 --> 00:03:30,960 It's great to be here. 30 00:03:31,319 --> 00:03:32,539 Great food, by the way. 31 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:34,159 Wow. Wow. 32 00:03:34,479 --> 00:03:35,379 Really good food. 33 00:03:36,080 --> 00:03:39,439 Some of it, I wasn't sure, but it was really good. 34 00:03:40,199 --> 00:03:43,000 I've never enjoyed a green drink before like that. 35 00:03:43,259 --> 00:03:45,159 That was that was really good. 36 00:03:45,300 --> 00:03:45,860 Really good. 37 00:03:46,199 --> 00:03:46,740 That was great. 38 00:03:47,520 --> 00:03:48,860 So, yeah, it's great to be here. 39 00:03:49,060 --> 00:03:51,639 I met Pastor Chris years ago. 40 00:03:51,780 --> 00:03:54,139 You visited, you know, the church years and years. 41 00:03:55,860 --> 00:03:56,379 Wow. 42 00:03:56,919 --> 00:03:57,939 Wow. Wow. Wow. 43 00:03:57,939 --> 00:03:58,919 Twenty five. 44 00:04:01,840 --> 00:04:02,740 Yeah, it was early. 45 00:04:03,060 --> 00:04:06,560 I met you and you visited and then we reconnected for lunch. 46 00:04:06,699 --> 00:04:07,300 It was so great. 47 00:04:07,759 --> 00:04:15,159 I have lots of friends in Calvary Chapel circles and a lot of our folks from our church are from Calvary Chapel is from farther away. 48 00:04:15,340 --> 00:04:19,839 And then when we started, we're so similar and we might even end up with Calvary Chapel at some point. 49 00:04:19,980 --> 00:04:20,339 We'll see. 50 00:04:20,860 --> 00:04:24,500 So my wife and I started New Hope Community Church 25 years ago. 51 00:04:25,100 --> 00:04:29,160 We have 13 children and I think there's a picture back there. 52 00:04:29,500 --> 00:04:33,040 We have 13 children and now 12 grandchildren. 53 00:04:33,620 --> 00:04:34,839 I think you have that picture too. 54 00:04:35,300 --> 00:04:36,000 Twelve grandchildren. 55 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:39,220 So that's church growth. 56 00:04:39,420 --> 00:04:40,600 That's the only way to do it in New Hope. 57 00:04:41,240 --> 00:04:44,839 And it's crazy, right? 58 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:49,100 It's crazy to have that many kids anywhere, but especially in New Hope, because like you said, it's very expensive. 59 00:04:49,319 --> 00:04:50,959 You know, everybody's like, how do you survive there? 60 00:04:51,060 --> 00:04:51,500 It's a miracle. 61 00:04:52,019 --> 00:05:03,019 But so I'm going to share from the book of Joshua today about craziness, even crazier story, crazy steps of faith that I will apply to my life. 62 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:05,980 And I think it's going to be easy to apply to your lives too. 63 00:05:06,279 --> 00:05:07,620 So let me just start with prayer. 64 00:05:07,740 --> 00:05:10,319 Father, we thank you for the chance to all be here. 65 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:15,279 And we know we're here for a reason that your Holy Spirit wants to speak to us through your word. 66 00:05:15,720 --> 00:05:20,060 We pray for your mercy and grace to accomplish that in Jesus name. 67 00:05:20,459 --> 00:05:20,639 Amen. 68 00:05:21,720 --> 00:05:22,120 Amen. 69 00:05:22,519 --> 00:05:27,199 So, uh, the title, I call this God's call to craziness, crazy steps of faith. 70 00:05:27,319 --> 00:05:27,540 All right. 71 00:05:27,620 --> 00:05:34,759 And the first one is in Joshua one verse 10, and I know that you got the verses behind me, but I'm going to read it here. 72 00:05:35,339 --> 00:05:35,899 All right. 73 00:05:36,360 --> 00:05:39,120 In Joshua one verse 10, have it marked. 74 00:05:39,319 --> 00:05:40,019 All right, here we go. 75 00:05:40,920 --> 00:05:44,240 Um, sorry, I got these ribbons in this one. 76 00:05:44,300 --> 00:05:44,959 It's a new Bible. 77 00:05:45,420 --> 00:05:47,899 I had to dig out a new Bible for you guys. 78 00:05:48,259 --> 00:05:48,500 All right. 79 00:05:48,500 --> 00:06:01,920 So, uh, in Joshua one, one verse 10, Joshua commanded the officers of the people saying pass through the camp and command the people saying prepare provisions for yourselves for within three days. 80 00:06:02,079 --> 00:06:07,819 You will cross over this Jordan to go into possess the land, which the Lord your God is giving you to possess. 81 00:06:07,980 --> 00:06:13,920 So they're getting ready to cross the Jordan and that you remember the people were wandering. 82 00:06:14,120 --> 00:06:14,720 Moses dies. 83 00:06:15,060 --> 00:06:17,560 You guys know the story, the Exodus, Moses dies. 84 00:06:17,560 --> 00:06:22,300 I'm sure you know the story well with pastor Chris here, but they're ready to cross into the promised land. 85 00:06:22,300 --> 00:06:26,160 Finally, the new generation, they're following Joshua into the land. 86 00:06:26,779 --> 00:06:36,920 And this is what his very first command is that we're going to cross the Jordan and you couldn't, we, a lot of times we forget about this, but Joshua must've been thinking, God, are you kidding me? 87 00:06:37,300 --> 00:06:39,199 That we're off to a very bad start. 88 00:06:39,279 --> 00:06:44,420 My first command as the leader of the people here will be, might be my last one. 89 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:47,120 You know, you know, how about, how about a bridge? 90 00:06:47,599 --> 00:06:48,899 How about a boat, right? 91 00:06:49,180 --> 00:06:54,339 He had to be thinking that it'd be like the, like the president going, say, we're going to go help Ukraine. 92 00:06:54,480 --> 00:06:56,459 I'll just pick a war that there's many of them. 93 00:06:56,779 --> 00:06:57,680 We're going to go help Ukraine. 94 00:06:58,079 --> 00:07:01,100 I want to march everybody to, uh, which ocean would it be? 95 00:07:01,420 --> 00:07:10,040 Uh, well, I guess up to Alaska, you have to march up to Alaska and, uh, and we're going to, you get there and they say, okay, now start marching into the ocean, march into the ocean. 96 00:07:10,160 --> 00:07:15,079 We're going to march into Europe and, and, and help out Ukraine, uh, or not anyway. 97 00:07:15,079 --> 00:07:18,079 So, uh, so, and God is crazy. 98 00:07:18,279 --> 00:07:19,139 Can you imagine that? 99 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:23,019 Well, kind of, we can, can't we, but anyway, and God picked the best time. 100 00:07:23,199 --> 00:07:24,779 He picked the flood stage. 101 00:07:25,139 --> 00:07:29,220 That was, if you study the book of Joshua, you see, this is the flood stage that it was happening. 102 00:07:29,839 --> 00:07:32,060 The flood stage, has anybody been to Israel? 103 00:07:33,339 --> 00:07:37,860 You, you've been to the Jordan, the Jordan river and it's not that big, right? 104 00:07:37,959 --> 00:07:41,639 It's this tiny little river, but when it floods, it's crazy. 105 00:07:42,019 --> 00:07:44,259 We live on the Delaware river in New Hope, right on the Delaware. 106 00:07:44,259 --> 00:07:47,699 And you, you could walk across the Delaware right now, probably about knee high. 107 00:07:47,819 --> 00:07:48,959 You could just walk across it. 108 00:07:49,100 --> 00:07:49,439 No problem. 109 00:07:49,800 --> 00:07:54,699 We had a baptism a couple months ago and I had to walk so far out. 110 00:07:54,800 --> 00:07:58,500 We couldn't even see the people on the island because it was so low, right? 111 00:07:58,579 --> 00:08:02,240 I had to find a little dip in the, in the, in the river bed. 112 00:08:02,740 --> 00:08:06,980 But, but when that thing floods, you don't want to be anywhere near it. 113 00:08:07,139 --> 00:08:13,620 I've several times seen the flood come over the streets of New Hope all the way up the whole town, completely flooded. 114 00:08:13,620 --> 00:08:17,139 Years ago, about 20 years ago, now it was the last time, but it's crazy. 115 00:08:17,540 --> 00:08:22,300 And that's what happens in the Jordan, very unimpressive river, but when it floods, it floods. 116 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:23,040 It was crazy. 117 00:08:23,279 --> 00:08:27,360 And so this is when God brought them there to the, the flood stage. 118 00:08:27,579 --> 00:08:28,399 Now, why am I going to have to march? 119 00:08:28,500 --> 00:08:31,860 So I got to march them through this flooding river, this dangerous flooding river. 120 00:08:32,220 --> 00:08:38,379 And not only that, but it won't, it won't part until you step into it. 121 00:08:39,759 --> 00:08:41,580 It's not going to part till you step into it. 122 00:08:41,580 --> 00:08:45,779 Remember Moses, Ten Commandments, raised the rod, sparks. 123 00:08:46,100 --> 00:08:50,220 He got to make it, make it open up with his, you know, raising the rod, right? 124 00:08:50,419 --> 00:08:51,419 It was easy, right? 125 00:08:51,600 --> 00:08:54,440 It was, you saw the movie Ten Commandments, Charlton Heston, right? 126 00:08:54,620 --> 00:08:55,580 That's my favorite version. 127 00:08:55,960 --> 00:08:58,779 But, but this time, that's not how it's going to happen. 128 00:08:59,179 --> 00:09:05,559 This time in chapter three, verse 15, listen to this, I'm going to read verse 14 too. 129 00:09:05,919 --> 00:09:10,480 So it was when the people set out from their camp to cross over the Jordan with the priest 130 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:13,080 bearing the ark of the covenant before the people. 131 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:14,919 Now here's verse 15, which we have up here. 132 00:09:15,559 --> 00:09:22,039 And as those who bore the ark came to the Jordan and the feet of the priests who bore 133 00:09:22,039 --> 00:09:27,840 the ark dipped in the edge of the water for the Jordan overflows all its banks 134 00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:29,200 during the whole time of the harvest. 135 00:09:29,340 --> 00:09:30,100 There's the flood, right? 136 00:09:30,799 --> 00:09:36,500 That the waters which came down from the upstream stood still and rose in a 137 00:09:36,500 --> 00:09:41,580 heap very far away at Adam, the city that is beside Zeratan. 138 00:09:41,980 --> 00:09:45,899 So the waters that went down into the sea of the Araboth, the salt sea failed 139 00:09:45,899 --> 00:09:48,820 and they were cut off and the people crossed over. 140 00:09:51,020 --> 00:09:52,340 Is that all still up there? 141 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:53,860 Read it for me. 142 00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:54,799 I can get the page open. 143 00:09:55,820 --> 00:09:57,340 Opposite Jericho, opposite Jericho. 144 00:09:57,659 --> 00:09:57,960 Thank you. 145 00:09:58,159 --> 00:09:58,700 Opposite Jericho. 146 00:09:59,320 --> 00:10:01,240 So this, this took a lot of faith. 147 00:10:01,539 --> 00:10:03,700 First of all, the whole town of Adam cut off. 148 00:10:03,940 --> 00:10:04,879 You can see the prophetic. 149 00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:06,159 It's a biblical picture. 150 00:10:06,159 --> 00:10:09,100 The sins of Adam cut off all the ones that flowed. 151 00:10:09,379 --> 00:10:10,779 Joshua going through Jesus. 152 00:10:10,840 --> 00:10:14,139 It's all amazing, amazing prophetic pictures here. 153 00:10:14,799 --> 00:10:20,720 That could be a whole nother week of sermons, but, but this took a lot of faith. 154 00:10:21,559 --> 00:10:23,220 What if it didn't open? 155 00:10:24,259 --> 00:10:24,679 Right? 156 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:25,799 I mean, think about that. 157 00:10:25,879 --> 00:10:29,100 We always say, well, let's just think about what if it didn't open? 158 00:10:29,539 --> 00:10:31,000 God, I'm going to look stupid. 159 00:10:32,059 --> 00:10:33,100 They're going to stone me. 160 00:10:33,240 --> 00:10:35,539 They would have still, remember they tried to stone Moses how many times? 161 00:10:35,539 --> 00:10:36,639 They would have stoned the guy. 162 00:10:36,740 --> 00:10:37,960 They would all march back to Egypt. 163 00:10:38,320 --> 00:10:40,279 And what if it doesn't stay open? 164 00:10:41,039 --> 00:10:42,179 What if it doesn't stay open? 165 00:10:42,419 --> 00:10:46,440 You know, tsunamis, what happens before a tsunami, the water gets sucked out and 166 00:10:46,440 --> 00:10:50,740 the there's a wide open, you know, shallows and everybody goes out there and 167 00:10:50,740 --> 00:10:54,080 collects shells and oh, here it comes shooting back in. 168 00:10:54,340 --> 00:10:55,039 What if that happens? 169 00:10:55,139 --> 00:10:57,100 This is a massive flooding river at this point. 170 00:10:57,660 --> 00:11:02,659 It's, it was scary to take the step, but also the, to stay there. 171 00:11:02,659 --> 00:11:08,179 Crossing the Jordan was a step of faith, a step of faith. 172 00:11:08,580 --> 00:11:10,759 It's scary to take a step of faith, isn't it? 173 00:11:11,500 --> 00:11:11,519 Yeah. 174 00:11:12,159 --> 00:11:16,179 Going down to Philadelphia and hearing all the different stories, different 175 00:11:16,179 --> 00:11:17,299 people doing these ministries. 176 00:11:17,519 --> 00:11:19,419 It's scary to take a step of faith. 177 00:11:19,919 --> 00:11:21,340 Uh, we can all relate to that. 178 00:11:21,559 --> 00:11:24,759 Starting the church in New Hope 25 years ago was a step of faith. 179 00:11:25,139 --> 00:11:26,580 It was a big step of faith. 180 00:11:26,840 --> 00:11:27,120 Believe me. 181 00:11:27,600 --> 00:11:29,399 Uh, it was a church plant graveyard. 182 00:11:30,019 --> 00:11:31,879 There were seven church plants before us. 183 00:11:31,879 --> 00:11:33,620 You paid, did the right thing coming to Lansdale. 184 00:11:33,940 --> 00:11:36,879 There were seven church plants before us that failed. 185 00:11:37,379 --> 00:11:39,179 They called it the church plant graveyard. 186 00:11:39,720 --> 00:11:43,299 And so when we were starting, we're like, Oh, for seven, here we go. 187 00:11:43,519 --> 00:11:45,000 We'll give it another eighth try. 188 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:45,340 Right. 189 00:11:45,679 --> 00:11:48,039 It was the occult capital of the East coast. 190 00:11:49,100 --> 00:11:51,240 Uh, it's now shifted back to Salem, Massachusetts. 191 00:11:51,659 --> 00:11:52,220 Thank you God. 192 00:11:52,539 --> 00:11:53,659 But, oh, it was intense. 193 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:56,039 Like, I don't even want to tell you the stories. 194 00:11:56,419 --> 00:12:00,399 Uh, it's, it was, and still is the Sodom and Gomorrah of Pennsylvania. 195 00:12:00,959 --> 00:12:01,879 Everybody knows it. 196 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:02,860 That's what it's called. 197 00:12:03,519 --> 00:12:05,740 Uh, and when we started, it hit the fan. 198 00:12:05,919 --> 00:12:06,740 We got some phone calls. 199 00:12:06,919 --> 00:12:08,200 What kind of church is this? 200 00:12:08,340 --> 00:12:09,019 Community church. 201 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:12,039 And when they started asking me questions, would I do this or that 202 00:12:12,039 --> 00:12:14,799 and perform this wedding and that all kinds of crazy stuff? 203 00:12:15,059 --> 00:12:16,220 I said, no, we follow the Bible. 204 00:12:16,399 --> 00:12:16,860 We follow the Bible. 205 00:12:17,100 --> 00:12:17,919 Oh, it hit the fan. 206 00:12:18,059 --> 00:12:19,779 Oh, they, they came after us. 207 00:12:20,139 --> 00:12:21,360 Uh, they came after us. 208 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:22,320 They were attacking. 209 00:12:22,779 --> 00:12:23,720 We were in the papers. 210 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:25,539 The TVs were showing up. 211 00:12:25,620 --> 00:12:29,659 Uh, and all lies, they all signed a petition. 212 00:12:30,179 --> 00:12:34,519 Thousands of people signed petition that not let us come into the town. 213 00:12:35,039 --> 00:12:36,539 They, and they were all lies. 214 00:12:36,659 --> 00:12:39,480 We're just trying to make money on the town, blah, blah, crazy stuff. 215 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:43,840 Uh, that we started off and we had, there were so many protesters. 216 00:12:44,139 --> 00:12:45,679 We had to have policemen in the services. 217 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:49,019 Uh, they, for three months, we had policemen in the service. 218 00:12:49,179 --> 00:12:51,700 I always knew there'd be at least two people in our church service, two 219 00:12:51,700 --> 00:12:55,320 policemen, and, and they would come and clear them out and, you know, get 220 00:12:55,320 --> 00:12:58,080 things calmed down in time for us to get church started. 221 00:12:58,080 --> 00:13:02,279 And it was, it's, you know, all that, all that tolerance I experienced 222 00:13:02,279 --> 00:13:08,320 that firsthand, uh, and, and it was lots of threats that it's like, um, what 223 00:13:08,320 --> 00:13:10,100 you see going on now all over the country. 224 00:13:10,120 --> 00:13:10,379 Right. 225 00:13:10,700 --> 00:13:12,220 But we were 20 years ahead of that. 226 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:15,539 And I told all of my pastor friends, I go, this is what is coming to the, 227 00:13:15,559 --> 00:13:17,299 you know, that's not going to happen in the United States. 228 00:13:17,500 --> 00:13:18,259 This could never happen. 229 00:13:18,399 --> 00:13:21,259 I go, I'm telling you, I knew it was going to, because they would call me 230 00:13:21,259 --> 00:13:23,440 on the phone and say, well, this is what we're doing too. 231 00:13:23,559 --> 00:13:24,879 We're going to do it to the whole country. 232 00:13:24,879 --> 00:13:28,200 The whole, everybody's going to be afraid to speak, to speak the Bible 233 00:13:28,200 --> 00:13:31,899 because we're going to make it a hate crime and all this stuff. 234 00:13:31,980 --> 00:13:35,120 And I warned, I, I literally sent out a letter to like a hundred pastors. 235 00:13:35,860 --> 00:13:36,799 Nobody answered me. 236 00:13:37,019 --> 00:13:39,759 One guy wrote, said, ah, Chuck, I think you're being a little extreme here. 237 00:13:39,840 --> 00:13:41,620 You're a little crazy now, you know, in new hope. 238 00:13:41,860 --> 00:13:44,080 I'm like, and here it is right here. 239 00:13:44,139 --> 00:13:44,399 It is. 240 00:13:44,399 --> 00:13:46,419 It is exactly what has happened. 241 00:13:46,879 --> 00:13:49,019 The first service was a zoo. 242 00:13:49,720 --> 00:13:50,600 It was crazy. 243 00:13:51,059 --> 00:13:52,340 Um, it was just crazy. 244 00:13:52,340 --> 00:13:55,919 And then to top it all off, we had seven kids at the time. 245 00:13:56,039 --> 00:14:00,840 My wife was pregnant again, and she actually lost the baby during that first service. 246 00:14:01,440 --> 00:14:04,919 She came up to me and said, I'm losing the baby. 247 00:14:07,580 --> 00:14:12,019 And she still taught children's church. 248 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:21,000 She still greeted everybody, but we knew the whole time she was losing the baby. 249 00:14:21,799 --> 00:14:23,799 That's what it was like starting this church. 250 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:28,639 It was a step of faith, but we've seen God's work and powerful ways. 251 00:14:29,379 --> 00:14:34,000 Number one, we're still there and we're no longer over eight, you know, over seven. 252 00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:35,779 Now we're one for eight on the church plants. 253 00:14:35,940 --> 00:14:37,440 We're still there, which is huge. 254 00:14:37,639 --> 00:14:38,460 People say, how are you doing there? 255 00:14:38,639 --> 00:14:39,620 Y'all we're still there. 256 00:14:40,120 --> 00:14:41,039 You know, how's it going? 257 00:14:41,159 --> 00:14:41,539 Is it flourishing? 258 00:14:41,919 --> 00:14:42,659 We're still there. 259 00:14:44,039 --> 00:14:44,840 We're still there. 260 00:14:45,360 --> 00:14:48,299 What I think was the second service that we had. 261 00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:50,460 There was a, we didn't even know this. 262 00:14:50,460 --> 00:14:52,200 We started using the, we used the local high school. 263 00:14:52,279 --> 00:14:54,600 We used it for 20 years, the high school. 264 00:14:54,779 --> 00:14:55,379 And it was amazing. 265 00:14:55,659 --> 00:14:59,840 That was a whole big battle too, but they, the school board opened the doors to us. 266 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:04,700 And, and, uh, we were there and there was an AIDS walk planned at that second 267 00:15:04,700 --> 00:15:08,659 service, uh, where they would have, they're raising money for AIDS. 268 00:15:08,899 --> 00:15:13,120 And so everybody was coming to help raise money for AIDS, which is no problem with 269 00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:16,440 that, but the people who are part of this movement, you can imagine who is 270 00:15:16,440 --> 00:15:18,740 mostly there and they're going to have the AIDS walk. 271 00:15:18,740 --> 00:15:20,440 And I was like, what are we going to do? 272 00:15:20,720 --> 00:15:23,899 We already have enough problems and now they're all going to be piled into the 273 00:15:23,899 --> 00:15:26,059 parking lot and out in front of the school. 274 00:15:26,419 --> 00:15:30,240 And, and, but one of my guys in our church, one of my guys said, why don't 275 00:15:30,240 --> 00:15:31,679 we make it a ministry opportunity? 276 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:34,179 I'm like, I'm the pastor. 277 00:15:34,340 --> 00:15:35,120 I should have thought of that. 278 00:15:35,139 --> 00:15:35,340 Right. 279 00:15:35,580 --> 00:15:35,820 Yeah. 280 00:15:35,940 --> 00:15:37,159 Why don't we make it a minister opportunity? 281 00:15:37,259 --> 00:15:41,820 So we did, I called the AIDS walk guys and, and I know that I know they knew who 282 00:15:41,820 --> 00:15:43,500 we were cause it was all over everywhere. 283 00:15:43,500 --> 00:15:43,820 Right. 284 00:15:44,159 --> 00:15:46,860 And, and they said, I go, hi, I just pastor. 285 00:15:47,199 --> 00:15:48,179 Yeah, what do you want? 286 00:15:48,179 --> 00:15:50,620 I go, well, I know you're having the AIDS walk and we just wanted 287 00:15:50,620 --> 00:15:54,100 to help out somehow if we could help out, you know, and they go, what do you mean? 288 00:15:54,220 --> 00:15:55,039 I go, well, we have food. 289 00:15:55,159 --> 00:15:58,419 We have these energy bars and energy drinks and green drinks. 290 00:15:58,580 --> 00:15:58,759 No, okay. 291 00:15:59,299 --> 00:16:02,500 We have this stuff and we're going to, you know, hand it out. 292 00:16:02,580 --> 00:16:04,460 He goes, how much are you going to charge for it? 293 00:16:04,820 --> 00:16:06,480 I go, no, we're going to give it out. 294 00:16:08,519 --> 00:16:11,919 They're like, Oh, cause they thought churches only wanted to get money. 295 00:16:11,919 --> 00:16:12,240 Right. 296 00:16:12,679 --> 00:16:16,460 And so, so we start talking and they realized that we wanted to help and 297 00:16:16,460 --> 00:16:18,860 they were just on both shock shock. 298 00:16:19,059 --> 00:16:21,399 They said, no church ever offered to help us. 299 00:16:25,139 --> 00:16:28,399 We didn't think Christians cared about people with AIDS. 300 00:16:30,179 --> 00:16:31,460 I said, we care. 301 00:16:33,940 --> 00:16:36,799 So we got involved and we helped that day. 302 00:16:37,139 --> 00:16:39,759 And then we helped more the next year and the next year out there. 303 00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:40,879 We canceled the service. 304 00:16:41,399 --> 00:16:42,179 We canceled their service. 305 00:16:42,299 --> 00:16:45,860 And we had our whole church out there wearing our church shirts 306 00:16:45,860 --> 00:16:50,899 and walking the seven miles and raising money. 307 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:53,620 And we did that for a year after year. 308 00:16:53,740 --> 00:16:58,480 We just canceled church for, they finally stopped 15 years into the thing. 309 00:16:58,820 --> 00:17:02,899 It kind of AIDS kind of lost its appeal and they stopped, but for 15 years, 310 00:17:02,899 --> 00:17:04,880 we just didn't even have church on that side. 311 00:17:05,019 --> 00:17:10,779 We were out there walking with these people and they were just so touched. 312 00:17:12,480 --> 00:17:13,980 You can't believe it. 313 00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:21,339 They gave us center, like they had all these tables set up and then they 314 00:17:21,339 --> 00:17:28,380 gave us the center table with a giant poster and they put, put us in 315 00:17:28,380 --> 00:17:32,319 their publications front and center, me walking with my kids on the AIDS 316 00:17:32,319 --> 00:17:34,599 walk and they were just so excited. 317 00:17:35,140 --> 00:17:37,960 They, they, they were just so touched. 318 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:43,839 They, and I never, for one of the guys said, we may not agree on everything, 319 00:17:44,880 --> 00:17:46,099 but we know you care. 320 00:17:50,519 --> 00:17:52,599 We never compromised the message. 321 00:17:53,660 --> 00:17:59,400 Not one bit, but we spoke the truth and love and they couldn't do more. 322 00:17:59,700 --> 00:18:01,900 They would have events to plan for the AIDS walk. 323 00:18:02,039 --> 00:18:06,160 And they invited me and my wife, I'm in the gay bar and new hope. 324 00:18:06,180 --> 00:18:07,099 It was called the Raven. 325 00:18:07,099 --> 00:18:10,160 I think it was when I was in, they, we were like royalty. 326 00:18:13,479 --> 00:18:19,000 They couldn't, they couldn't, they fell over themselves looking out for us, 327 00:18:19,119 --> 00:18:21,960 bringing us food, bringing us something to drink, you know, what do you need? 328 00:18:22,180 --> 00:18:23,559 And they were just thrilled. 329 00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:32,559 We were there thrilled and that's, that's what happened. 330 00:18:32,559 --> 00:18:37,579 It, it really, it really had a huge impact, huge impact. 331 00:18:38,539 --> 00:18:40,559 There was an AIDS house in new hope. 332 00:18:40,680 --> 00:18:45,319 There still is an AIDS house, but there was one when we were there and the AIDS 333 00:18:45,319 --> 00:18:51,059 house, uh, it was, it had like eight, 10 residents or something. 334 00:18:51,160 --> 00:18:53,539 I can't even remember anymore, but they were abandoned. 335 00:18:54,059 --> 00:18:55,579 People that will worry, God, grenades walk. 336 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:56,160 We care about it. 337 00:18:56,339 --> 00:19:00,059 I mean, the homosexual community completely abandoned them because they 338 00:19:00,059 --> 00:19:01,279 were no longer attractive. 339 00:19:01,279 --> 00:19:06,940 They were no longer someone that they could be attracted to these people with AIDS. 340 00:19:07,359 --> 00:19:09,259 They were completely ignored. 341 00:19:10,140 --> 00:19:12,160 They were a photo op on AIDS walk day. 342 00:19:12,259 --> 00:19:15,119 They'd all be out there, you know, and then they just forget them. 343 00:19:15,180 --> 00:19:18,359 They said they were isolated from, from new and new hope. 344 00:19:19,059 --> 00:19:23,519 And so I went in and started connecting with them and taking people out to 345 00:19:23,519 --> 00:19:25,819 lunch and, and getting together. 346 00:19:26,220 --> 00:19:31,200 And, and long story short, they start coming to our church and they 347 00:19:31,200 --> 00:19:36,259 start getting saved and at one point, every resident in that building was 348 00:19:36,259 --> 00:19:41,759 saved and coming to our church and it ticked off the people who are running 349 00:19:41,759 --> 00:19:45,980 it because they sold us that, you know, Christians are bad people and they 350 00:19:45,980 --> 00:19:46,799 got so upset. 351 00:19:47,079 --> 00:19:49,619 They finally told the new residents, you can't go to that church 352 00:19:49,619 --> 00:19:50,740 anymore because they're haters. 353 00:19:52,259 --> 00:19:55,880 So now we're cut off, but all those people came up through a lot of them 354 00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:59,500 died, most of them died over time with the AIDS and stuff, but they 355 00:19:59,500 --> 00:20:00,700 became part of our church. 356 00:20:00,700 --> 00:20:03,380 It was just, it was just a, an amazing thing. 357 00:20:03,640 --> 00:20:07,640 We were shut out, but not before we saw these amazing transformations in 358 00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:10,859 the people in the AIDS house and, uh, just amazing stories. 359 00:20:11,380 --> 00:20:13,880 That's that, that's one example of a Jordan. 360 00:20:14,019 --> 00:20:19,220 What's your Jordan river, center of Philadelphia, what's your Jordan river? 361 00:20:19,500 --> 00:20:22,140 What step of faith is God calling you to take? 362 00:20:22,799 --> 00:20:26,980 What step of faith is God calling Lansdale, uh, life to take? 363 00:20:27,599 --> 00:20:28,700 Lansdale life to take. 364 00:20:29,220 --> 00:20:32,059 It's crazy, but you know, God has called you to do it. 365 00:20:33,279 --> 00:20:34,319 Some crazy thing. 366 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:35,160 Maybe it's missions. 367 00:20:35,740 --> 00:20:37,140 Maybe it's a mission trip. 368 00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:38,900 Maybe it's a ministry of some kind. 369 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:40,759 Maybe it's taking a stand for Jesus Christ. 370 00:20:41,079 --> 00:20:45,200 Maybe it's witnessing to someone that is not going to witness to that person. 371 00:20:45,380 --> 00:20:46,940 That's the last person I want to witness to. 372 00:20:47,119 --> 00:20:48,500 We could all tell those stories, right? 373 00:20:48,839 --> 00:20:51,380 Maybe it's, it's crazy, but God has called you to stay in your 374 00:20:51,380 --> 00:20:54,240 marriage, even though it's very frustrating. 375 00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:57,859 Maybe God's calling you to stay here until you get married, even 376 00:20:57,859 --> 00:20:59,299 though it's really, really hard. 377 00:20:59,559 --> 00:21:02,660 Maybe it's waiting for God's lead and some area of your life that 378 00:21:02,660 --> 00:21:03,960 God is calling us to do. 379 00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:05,380 What is your Jordan? 380 00:21:05,539 --> 00:21:08,619 What step of faith is God calling you to take? 381 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:13,160 The next crazy step is in Joshua six, one to two. 382 00:21:13,700 --> 00:21:15,460 And we already did crossing the Jordan. 383 00:21:15,640 --> 00:21:18,299 I call this one crashing, crashing Jericho. 384 00:21:18,299 --> 00:21:26,660 And in chapter six, verse one, where it says now Jericho was securely 385 00:21:26,660 --> 00:21:28,799 shut up because of the children of Israel. 386 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:31,079 None went out and none came in. 387 00:21:31,299 --> 00:21:35,660 And the Lord said to Joshua, see, I have given Jericho into your hand. 388 00:21:36,039 --> 00:21:38,279 It's King and the mighty men of valor. 389 00:21:38,579 --> 00:21:39,960 You shall march around the city. 390 00:21:40,200 --> 00:21:41,420 All you men of war. 391 00:21:41,559 --> 00:21:45,940 You shall go around the city once this you shall do for six days. 392 00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:47,279 Oh, I went too far. 393 00:21:47,279 --> 00:21:48,240 I'll just do first two. 394 00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:49,839 I'm going to come back to that one in a minute. 395 00:21:50,099 --> 00:21:52,119 Uh, so anyway, he, he goes, here's Jericho. 396 00:21:52,299 --> 00:21:52,940 You got to take it. 397 00:21:52,940 --> 00:21:53,259 Okay. 398 00:21:53,319 --> 00:21:54,599 He might only do a couple of verses there. 399 00:21:55,119 --> 00:22:00,819 Crossing the Jordan is a picture of salvation, right? 400 00:22:01,460 --> 00:22:05,799 Into the Jordan means spreading judgment out of the Jordan following Joshua. 401 00:22:05,900 --> 00:22:07,400 Joshua is a picture of Jesus Christ. 402 00:22:07,579 --> 00:22:11,420 The same exact word, Hebrew and Greek, Joshua, Hebrew, Jesus, Greek. 403 00:22:11,819 --> 00:22:15,140 It's a complete picture of Jesus Christ and what he's done. 404 00:22:15,140 --> 00:22:18,380 He, he led us in, he led us to salvation. 405 00:22:18,940 --> 00:22:18,960 Okay. 406 00:22:19,460 --> 00:22:26,819 But as soon as, as soon as they cross the Jordan, they run right into Jericho, right 407 00:22:26,819 --> 00:22:30,519 into it and what, what's this, right? 408 00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:31,519 What's this? 409 00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:37,059 Uh, think of, think of us as it's a picture of salvation, right? 410 00:22:37,359 --> 00:22:38,059 What is this? 411 00:22:38,200 --> 00:22:41,460 I thought when I put my faith in Jesus, the battle is over. 412 00:22:41,460 --> 00:22:43,420 Did anybody ever believe that at one time? 413 00:22:44,359 --> 00:22:47,180 If maybe for the first five minutes of your, uh, faith, right. 414 00:22:47,859 --> 00:22:51,559 Then, and a lot of times we put our faith in Jesus and people even teach this 415 00:22:51,559 --> 00:22:54,720 on certain guys, Joel will see on TV, teach us. 416 00:22:54,859 --> 00:22:58,119 Yeah, you can, now you can just sit back and relax. 417 00:22:58,720 --> 00:23:01,880 You can sit back and relax and just wait for Jesus to come again. 418 00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:02,160 Right. 419 00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:06,319 That was kind of a, when I was a kid, it was kind of a common theme, 420 00:23:06,319 --> 00:23:08,019 you know, Christians, right? 421 00:23:08,319 --> 00:23:11,099 That was a different world, but wait for Jesus. 422 00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:14,680 If we, we put our faith in Jesus, we get baptized. 423 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:17,480 We are, have a mountain top experience. 424 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:19,200 If you've never been baptized, get baptized. 425 00:23:19,539 --> 00:23:21,599 And if you want to come down, Chris, bring them down to the river. 426 00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:22,380 We'll do it in the Jordan. 427 00:23:22,680 --> 00:23:24,180 That's a really fun in the Jordan. 428 00:23:24,359 --> 00:23:24,720 All right. 429 00:23:25,019 --> 00:23:30,859 And so, uh, but, but then you get home and you get back to real life and we 430 00:23:30,859 --> 00:23:34,000 get wham blindsided and you're like, what's this? 431 00:23:34,220 --> 00:23:34,319 Right. 432 00:23:37,300 --> 00:23:40,920 Listen, when we're saved, when we're saved, we put our faith in 433 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,859 Jesus Christ, we're saved. 434 00:23:43,339 --> 00:23:47,880 The war is over, but the battles are just beginning. 435 00:23:49,380 --> 00:23:50,099 It's like mop up. 436 00:23:50,220 --> 00:23:56,319 Any World War II fans out there, you know, or the wars we, we had, we D-Day, 437 00:23:56,539 --> 00:23:58,319 we, we, we got into Europe. 438 00:23:58,460 --> 00:24:01,740 We knew the war was over, but then it was mop up time. 439 00:24:01,940 --> 00:24:04,720 And that was a long, you know, same with the Japanese islands, you know, 440 00:24:04,740 --> 00:24:07,640 taking those islands from the Japanese mop up brutal. 441 00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:08,579 That was over. 442 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:09,259 We're going to win. 443 00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:10,480 No doubt about it. 444 00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:15,779 But mop up time is a brutal, brutal time for fighting brutal time. 445 00:24:16,259 --> 00:24:17,579 And that's what it is like spiritually. 446 00:24:18,019 --> 00:24:20,619 Salvation is a gift, right? 447 00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:21,680 It's a gift. 448 00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:25,819 We get it by putting our faith in Jesus Christ, but practical sanctification, 449 00:24:27,220 --> 00:24:32,240 practical sanctification is a life long battle, a lifelong battle. 450 00:24:32,500 --> 00:24:33,660 And it's still all by faith. 451 00:24:33,819 --> 00:24:34,500 We're saved by faith. 452 00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:36,980 We live by faith, but it's a battle. 453 00:24:37,599 --> 00:24:37,960 It's a battle. 454 00:24:38,319 --> 00:24:39,099 Look at the Israelites. 455 00:24:39,099 --> 00:24:41,559 They were given the Promised Land. 456 00:24:41,740 --> 00:24:43,819 Remember all the times God said, I'm giving it to you. 457 00:24:44,380 --> 00:24:45,700 I'm giving you the Promised Land. 458 00:24:45,839 --> 00:24:48,380 And then they had to fight for every inch of it, right? 459 00:24:48,660 --> 00:24:49,099 Isn't that crazy? 460 00:24:49,980 --> 00:24:51,180 I give it to you. 461 00:24:52,579 --> 00:24:56,060 They had to fight for every inch of it, every inch of it. 462 00:24:56,980 --> 00:25:01,339 It, it, it, because when we become a Christian, we were saved. 463 00:25:01,519 --> 00:25:02,079 We have peace. 464 00:25:02,259 --> 00:25:04,680 We have joy, but we're not beamed up to heaven. 465 00:25:05,559 --> 00:25:07,299 You know, there's no beam me up, Scotty, right? 466 00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:08,359 There's, we're not beamed up. 467 00:25:08,359 --> 00:25:13,480 No, now we're conscious of a enemy within and without. 468 00:25:13,859 --> 00:25:19,220 We were ignorant of both before, but now we are conscious of an enemy within the 469 00:25:19,220 --> 00:25:22,400 old self got to kill it and, and without Satan, right? 470 00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:30,000 We're now called to kill the flesh and resist the devil by faith in God's grace. 471 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:30,859 It's all by faith. 472 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:31,559 We're saved by faith. 473 00:25:31,700 --> 00:25:32,599 We live by faith, right? 474 00:25:32,599 --> 00:25:39,240 So the Israelites hit this wall, this Jericho, this key Canaanite city. 475 00:25:39,339 --> 00:25:43,319 It was the key Canaanite city and all of the, all of the Promised Land. 476 00:25:43,599 --> 00:25:45,079 It was the strongest one. 477 00:25:45,460 --> 00:25:47,220 And let's look at how God said to take it. 478 00:25:47,299 --> 00:25:50,700 I already started reading the verses, verse three, God says to take it this way. 479 00:25:50,980 --> 00:25:53,059 He says, you shall march around the city. 480 00:25:53,460 --> 00:25:56,339 All you men of war, you shall go all around the city. 481 00:25:56,640 --> 00:26:02,059 Once this you shall do six days and seven priests shall bear seven trumpets 482 00:26:02,059 --> 00:26:03,400 of Ram's horn before the art. 483 00:26:03,660 --> 00:26:07,279 But the seventh day you shall march around the city seven times and the 484 00:26:07,279 --> 00:26:08,680 priest shall blow the trumpets. 485 00:26:08,900 --> 00:26:13,759 It shall come to pass that when they make a long, a long blast with Ram's horns. 486 00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:17,940 And when you hear the sound of the trumpet, that all the people shall shout 487 00:26:17,940 --> 00:26:21,559 with a great shout, then the wall of the city will fall down flat and the 488 00:26:21,559 --> 00:26:24,000 people shall go up every man straight before it. 489 00:26:24,059 --> 00:26:27,460 Now this is, this is the commander of the Lord's army telling 490 00:26:27,460 --> 00:26:28,720 Joshua what's going to happen. 491 00:26:29,680 --> 00:26:30,519 This isn't the people. 492 00:26:30,519 --> 00:26:32,140 He's just telling Joshua at this point. 493 00:26:32,799 --> 00:26:36,279 And we know the commander of the Lord's army was actually Jesus. 494 00:26:36,859 --> 00:26:40,400 If you look at the, the, the context and it's actually a Christoph. 495 00:26:40,539 --> 00:26:42,099 And he, Jesus appeared to Joshua. 496 00:26:42,700 --> 00:26:44,099 How's that right? 497 00:26:44,579 --> 00:26:47,700 And he's given him the command and he's telling him how he's going to take it. 498 00:26:47,799 --> 00:26:48,000 Okay. 499 00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:52,720 And, and, and, and you can imagine what Joshua must have been thinking as 500 00:26:52,720 --> 00:26:55,059 he's given him the battle plans, not to the people, he's given it 501 00:26:55,059 --> 00:26:56,359 directly to Joshua at this point. 502 00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:58,500 You can imagine what he had to be thinking. 503 00:26:58,500 --> 00:27:00,940 And the people are going to think I'm crazy. 504 00:27:02,279 --> 00:27:03,539 They're going to think I'm crazy. 505 00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:04,859 Jericho will laugh. 506 00:27:05,220 --> 00:27:06,480 Couldn't we try fighting first? 507 00:27:07,259 --> 00:27:09,259 Can we like charge the walls and get repulsed? 508 00:27:09,460 --> 00:27:11,359 That'll be more open to your idea, God. 509 00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:15,460 There'll be more open to your idea then, right? 510 00:27:15,940 --> 00:27:17,539 But imagine a battle today. 511 00:27:17,619 --> 00:27:23,500 Imagine a battle where, where the army attacks and, and, and is, is, is 512 00:27:23,500 --> 00:27:25,079 almost, almost victorious. 513 00:27:25,299 --> 00:27:26,779 And then they say, okay, that's enough. 514 00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:27,519 Let's all go home. 515 00:27:27,519 --> 00:27:28,160 And they just go home. 516 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:29,140 Can you imagine that? 517 00:27:30,019 --> 00:27:31,319 Anybody been watching the Israel news? 518 00:27:31,500 --> 00:27:32,980 You can see that what I'm talking about, right? 519 00:27:33,559 --> 00:27:37,019 But, but God was teaching them dependence. 520 00:27:37,500 --> 00:27:39,960 He gave Joshua this command because he's teaching dependence. 521 00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:44,480 Is your faith in your strength or in my strength? 522 00:27:45,700 --> 00:27:47,759 Did you ever wonder why God had him cross at Jericho? 523 00:27:48,079 --> 00:27:50,960 He could have crossed anywhere, anywhere. 524 00:27:51,900 --> 00:27:52,819 It's a long river. 525 00:27:53,740 --> 00:27:55,299 There was only a few cities on the river. 526 00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:57,019 A lot of them were inland. 527 00:27:57,019 --> 00:27:59,319 But he had him cross exactly at Jericho. 528 00:27:59,779 --> 00:28:02,519 He was teaching them dependence, dependence. 529 00:28:03,259 --> 00:28:08,759 That's why second Corinthians 12, nine, and 10 says this, I probably, I can't 530 00:28:08,759 --> 00:28:10,279 look back, but I'll give you my version. 531 00:28:10,759 --> 00:28:12,400 Uh, I'm probably a little different from that one. 532 00:28:12,500 --> 00:28:15,740 But it says, but he said to me, my grace is sufficient for you for my 533 00:28:15,740 --> 00:28:17,440 power is made perfect in weakness. 534 00:28:19,059 --> 00:28:22,259 That is why for Christ's sake, uh, I'm going to read it. 535 00:28:22,559 --> 00:28:22,720 All right. 536 00:28:23,039 --> 00:28:24,420 Uh, my grace is sufficient for you. 537 00:28:24,500 --> 00:28:26,220 My strength is made perfect in weakness. 538 00:28:26,220 --> 00:28:28,900 Therefore I'll boast, I'm going to read this one. 539 00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:32,339 Therefore, most gladly, I have like three versions of this memorize. 540 00:28:32,839 --> 00:28:36,019 Uh, therefore, most gladly, I will rather boast in my infirmities that 541 00:28:36,019 --> 00:28:37,859 the power of Christ may rest upon me. 542 00:28:38,140 --> 00:28:42,559 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities and reproaches in needs and 543 00:28:42,559 --> 00:28:46,240 persecutions and distresses for Christ's sake from when I am weak. 544 00:28:46,539 --> 00:28:48,279 Then I am strong. 545 00:28:49,460 --> 00:28:51,160 That's a great, great one. 546 00:28:51,240 --> 00:28:53,680 If you don't have that one on memorize it, any version will do. 547 00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:57,519 I have any, but he said, my grace is sufficient for you and my weakness. 548 00:28:57,819 --> 00:28:59,240 When I'm weak, then I am strong. 549 00:28:59,660 --> 00:29:03,819 God puts Jericho's in our lives to make us dependent. 550 00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:05,779 He's making us dependent. 551 00:29:06,559 --> 00:29:10,200 And then he teaches us lessons as we go through this process. 552 00:29:10,480 --> 00:29:12,779 And there's three things that jump out with this Jericho thing. 553 00:29:13,119 --> 00:29:13,859 Three different lessons. 554 00:29:13,980 --> 00:29:18,740 The first one is in chapter six, verse six, where he says this, then Joshua, 555 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:23,259 the son of non-call, now he's got the message from the commander of the 556 00:29:23,259 --> 00:29:24,839 Lord's army, which we know is Jesus, right? 557 00:29:25,279 --> 00:29:29,059 Christ, then Joshua, the son of none, call the priests and said to them, take 558 00:29:29,059 --> 00:29:32,880 up the arc of the covenant and let seven priests bear seven trumpets of 559 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,200 Ram's horn before the arc of the Lord. 560 00:29:35,619 --> 00:29:39,619 And he said to the people proceed, march around the city and let him who 561 00:29:39,619 --> 00:29:41,799 is armed advanced before the arc of the Lord. 562 00:29:42,220 --> 00:29:46,299 So it was when Joshua had spoken to the people that the seven priests bearing 563 00:29:46,299 --> 00:29:50,420 the seven trumpets of Ram's horns before the Lord advanced and blew the 564 00:29:50,420 --> 00:29:53,299 trumpets and the arc of the covenant, the Lord followed them. 565 00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:57,480 The armed men went before the priest who blew the trumpets and the rear guard 566 00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:02,640 came after the arc while the priest continued blowing the trumpets. 567 00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:03,299 Okay. 568 00:30:03,779 --> 00:30:08,299 So what, what lesson, the lesson I want to bring out from this one is faith. 569 00:30:09,059 --> 00:30:14,119 It's faith, Joshua, and this is why Joshua gets this instructions from 570 00:30:14,119 --> 00:30:17,480 Christ, but then he tells them what to do. 571 00:30:17,579 --> 00:30:19,200 He doesn't tell them what's going to happen. 572 00:30:20,420 --> 00:30:22,960 You notice that he left out the result. 573 00:30:26,759 --> 00:30:28,599 What he left it out. 574 00:30:29,019 --> 00:30:33,920 Do you ever notice that he was teaching them faith, faith. 575 00:30:34,759 --> 00:30:36,039 He didn't tell them the wall would fall. 576 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:41,900 He just said to March, Jesus rarely, our Joshua, Jesus rarely tells us the 577 00:30:41,900 --> 00:30:48,779 reason why until first we obey first, we obey, and then we see the reason why. 578 00:30:48,779 --> 00:30:49,160 Right. 579 00:30:49,799 --> 00:30:53,920 That's how it works in John eight 31, where it says this, if you, Jesus said, 580 00:30:53,940 --> 00:30:57,660 if you hold to my teaching, you're really my disciples, then you will know 581 00:30:57,660 --> 00:31:01,539 the truth, then you will know the truth. 582 00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:03,019 You catch that? 583 00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:05,759 See what version, uh, okay. 584 00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:07,599 Uh, do you have that one? 585 00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:10,359 John eight, if you hold to my teaching, your own man, disciples, 586 00:31:10,500 --> 00:31:13,839 then you'll know the truth and the truth will set you free. 587 00:31:14,500 --> 00:31:17,980 Uh, and the truth shall make you free. 588 00:31:17,980 --> 00:31:18,180 Okay. 589 00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:20,079 I got several versions once again. 590 00:31:20,579 --> 00:31:20,720 All right. 591 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,700 That's when you get to be my age, you have lots of versions in your head here. 592 00:31:24,500 --> 00:31:27,700 So the point is this first we hold to the teaching. 593 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,680 If we're really a disciple, if we're going to follow God's word a hundred 594 00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:38,119 percent, and then after we hold to it, then, then you will know the truth. 595 00:31:39,940 --> 00:31:41,359 That's how God works. 596 00:31:42,059 --> 00:31:42,839 That's how he works. 597 00:31:43,359 --> 00:31:47,839 It, he rarely tells us the whole story before he first calls us to 598 00:31:47,839 --> 00:31:49,099 take a step away and follow him. 599 00:31:49,259 --> 00:31:51,880 And then we see the reason for it. 600 00:31:52,740 --> 00:31:58,779 Lesson number two in verse 10, where Joshua says then, um, now Joshua had 601 00:31:58,779 --> 00:32:03,440 commanded the people saying you shall not shout or make any noise with your 602 00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:08,420 voice, nor shall a word proceed out of your mouth until the day I say to you 603 00:32:08,420 --> 00:32:10,259 shout, then you shall shout. 604 00:32:12,140 --> 00:32:16,579 Lesson number two, patience, patience. 605 00:32:17,399 --> 00:32:18,680 They had to be quiet. 606 00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:22,559 They had to be a test of obedience. 607 00:32:23,019 --> 00:32:26,240 It's multiplied once again, because they weren't even told why they're marching. 608 00:32:27,380 --> 00:32:28,759 They still didn't know why they were marching. 609 00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:31,859 So we have faith, we have patience. 610 00:32:32,259 --> 00:32:35,900 And the third one is, uh, I'll get to tell you, it's perseverance. 611 00:32:36,180 --> 00:32:38,740 Look at verse 11 where it says this in verse 11. 612 00:32:39,700 --> 00:32:42,700 So he had the arc of the Lord circle the city going around at once. 613 00:32:42,740 --> 00:32:45,299 Then they came into the camp and lodged in the camp. 614 00:32:46,019 --> 00:32:48,359 One time around, you know, stop, right? 615 00:32:48,859 --> 00:32:52,140 Uh, this is perseverance, perseverance. 616 00:32:53,299 --> 00:32:54,079 And what happened? 617 00:32:54,779 --> 00:32:57,000 What happened when they did that first one? 618 00:32:57,619 --> 00:33:00,200 And Joshua rose early in the morning, verse 12. 619 00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:02,059 And the priest took up the arc of the Lord. 620 00:33:02,519 --> 00:33:06,599 Then seven priests peering seven trumpets, rams horns before the arc of the Lord 621 00:33:06,599 --> 00:33:10,960 went on continually in blue with the trumpets and the armed men went before 622 00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:13,579 them, but the rear guard came after the arc of the Lord. 623 00:33:14,420 --> 00:33:15,759 This is getting monotonous, right? 624 00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:19,380 Well, the priest continued blowing the trumpets and the second day they 625 00:33:19,380 --> 00:33:21,559 marched around the city once and returned to the camp. 626 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:26,299 So they did six days, six days. 627 00:33:27,180 --> 00:33:28,160 It's perseverance. 628 00:33:28,420 --> 00:33:28,980 What happened? 629 00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:37,960 Nothing visibly, nothing visibly, but something did happen. 630 00:33:39,359 --> 00:33:40,740 What really did happen? 631 00:33:42,059 --> 00:33:43,740 They were obedient. 632 00:33:47,740 --> 00:33:49,000 Something did happen. 633 00:33:49,819 --> 00:33:52,640 They were obedient to what God called them to do. 634 00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:56,779 And they developed their faith and their patience and their 635 00:33:56,779 --> 00:33:59,140 perseverance because they were obedient. 636 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:02,539 God was doing something in them. 637 00:34:03,539 --> 00:34:06,319 Have you ever felt like you were faithful, but nothing happened? 638 00:34:06,700 --> 00:34:07,420 You ever feel like that? 639 00:34:08,260 --> 00:34:09,500 Why am I doing this? 640 00:34:10,299 --> 00:34:11,340 Why am I doing this? 641 00:34:11,559 --> 00:34:15,420 I put all this energy into my kid and they rebelled. 642 00:34:18,139 --> 00:34:21,340 I prayed for someone who was sick and they weren't healed. 643 00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:27,800 I went down to the abortion clinic, Planned Parenthood, and tried to 644 00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:30,400 witness these ladies and say babies, but they went in. 645 00:34:30,519 --> 00:34:31,900 I don't know what they did with that baby. 646 00:34:32,039 --> 00:34:32,519 I have no idea. 647 00:34:32,679 --> 00:34:33,539 You ever feel like that? 648 00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:38,920 We were down at the Planned Parenthood War Minister for 20 years. 649 00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:39,980 They just closed. 650 00:34:40,260 --> 00:34:42,820 It was beautiful, beautiful. 651 00:34:46,940 --> 00:34:51,860 How many days and nights were we down there praying with the 652 00:34:51,860 --> 00:34:53,179 believers against that? 653 00:34:53,599 --> 00:34:57,300 We witnessed this somebody, but we don't think they got saved or 654 00:34:57,300 --> 00:34:58,360 they haven't been saved yet. 655 00:34:58,460 --> 00:35:00,019 And we've been witnessing for all these years. 656 00:35:00,199 --> 00:35:04,980 We help an addict with a battle they're having and they relapse, you know, 657 00:35:05,139 --> 00:35:08,239 or we have a ministry, we're doing our ministry, but we don't see any 658 00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:09,780 visible fruit. 659 00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:12,000 Can anybody relate to any of this? 660 00:35:14,420 --> 00:35:18,760 But nothing happens, but something is happening. 661 00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:22,480 We are being faithful. 662 00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:28,039 We are being faithful to God's call, faithful. 663 00:35:28,619 --> 00:35:33,539 God is developing our faith, patience, and perseverance. 664 00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:36,800 He's using all this to accomplish this. 665 00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:41,519 In Romans 5.3, it says this, not only so, but we also rejoice in our suffering 666 00:35:41,519 --> 00:35:45,099 because I'm probably using a different version, suffering, because we know 667 00:35:45,099 --> 00:35:48,840 that suffering develops perseverance, perseverance, character, and character, 668 00:35:48,940 --> 00:35:49,159 hope. 669 00:35:49,719 --> 00:35:52,940 The reason for the trial that we're going through is God's working on 670 00:35:52,940 --> 00:35:57,079 these things, perseverance, character. 671 00:35:57,340 --> 00:35:58,099 Oh, I got the same ones. 672 00:35:58,219 --> 00:35:58,320 All right. 673 00:35:58,420 --> 00:35:58,440 Good. 674 00:35:58,619 --> 00:35:59,139 Got them all right. 675 00:35:59,380 --> 00:35:59,480 All right. 676 00:35:59,679 --> 00:36:00,840 Perseverance, character, and hope. 677 00:36:01,339 --> 00:36:03,340 God's working on that in our life. 678 00:36:03,820 --> 00:36:06,380 That's what he's doing through the trial that we're going through. 679 00:36:06,380 --> 00:36:09,480 Then we still seem like nothing's happening, but something is happening. 680 00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:10,800 It's like the karate kid. 681 00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:13,719 Remember the first karate kid, uh, you know, when Mr. 682 00:36:13,900 --> 00:36:19,059 Miyagi has him waxing the car, wax on, wax off, wax on, wax off. 683 00:36:19,139 --> 00:36:20,199 And he finally blows this up. 684 00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:21,760 He goes, what am I doing this for? 685 00:36:22,380 --> 00:36:24,599 You're just using me to wax your cars. 686 00:36:24,980 --> 00:36:27,519 You know, I want to learn karate. 687 00:36:27,820 --> 00:36:29,559 I got to fight these bad guys. 688 00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:31,940 You know, you come out of these bullies, you teach me something. 689 00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:33,539 And he goes, I knew something. 690 00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:36,139 Wax on, ha, wax on, ha. 691 00:36:36,139 --> 00:36:39,559 He was teaching him karate the whole time. 692 00:36:42,699 --> 00:36:43,340 And that's God. 693 00:36:44,260 --> 00:36:49,960 It seems like we're wasting time and God's preparing us for the battle. 694 00:36:50,940 --> 00:36:52,179 And look what happens next. 695 00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:54,159 Look what happens next. 696 00:36:54,239 --> 00:36:56,960 Verse 15, chapter six, verse 15. 697 00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:01,320 But it came to pass on the seventh day that they rose early about the dawning 698 00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:05,780 of the day and marched around the city seven times in the same manner on that 699 00:37:05,780 --> 00:37:11,179 day only they marched around the city seven times and the seventh time it 700 00:37:11,179 --> 00:37:15,780 happened when the priest blew the trumpets that Joshua said to the people 701 00:37:15,780 --> 00:37:18,659 shout for the Lord has given you the city. 702 00:37:19,139 --> 00:37:24,659 Now the city shall be doomed by the Lord to destruction and it, and it, and 703 00:37:24,659 --> 00:37:27,880 all who are in it, only Rahab the harlot shall live. 704 00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:34,300 She and all who are with her in the house because she held the 705 00:37:34,300 --> 00:37:40,260 messengers that hid the messengers that we sent and you by all means abstain 706 00:37:40,260 --> 00:37:44,559 from the accursed things, lest you become accursed when you take of the accursed 707 00:37:44,559 --> 00:37:49,880 things and make the camp of Israel a curse and trouble it, but all the silver 708 00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:53,820 and gold and vessels of bronze and iron are consecrated to the Lord. 709 00:37:54,239 --> 00:37:56,320 They shall come into the treasury of the Lord. 710 00:37:56,699 --> 00:38:01,539 So the people shouted when the priest blew the trumpets and it happened when 711 00:38:01,539 --> 00:38:04,579 the people heard the sound of the trumpet and the people shouted to the 712 00:38:04,579 --> 00:38:07,239 great shout that the wall fell down flat. 713 00:38:07,619 --> 00:38:09,260 Then the people went up into the city. 714 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:13,400 Every man straight before him and they took the city. 715 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:19,780 They took the city crazy God's crazy commands plus our crazy 716 00:38:19,780 --> 00:38:22,639 obedience equals crazy results. 717 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:29,960 Crazy commands, crazy obedience, crazy results on the seventh day, the 718 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:38,420 seventh time around, how many lapses have been total 13, 13 times around. 719 00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:41,380 Finally 13 times around. 720 00:38:41,860 --> 00:38:43,199 And why didn't they quit? 721 00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:48,139 Why didn't they quit faith? 722 00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:57,440 Hebrews 11 30 says this Hebrews 11 30 says by faith, the walls of Jericho fell 723 00:38:57,440 --> 00:39:03,760 down after they were encircled for seven days by faith, by faith, their faith, 724 00:39:03,860 --> 00:39:09,460 by faith, they came down, their faith kept them going, kept them going. 725 00:39:11,260 --> 00:39:19,380 One more step, one more sermon, one more diaper. 726 00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:22,559 Do you have grandchildren? 727 00:39:22,559 --> 00:39:29,199 Uh, one more hug, one more prayer and encouragement to somebody. 728 00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:31,539 One more, you might be ready to quit. 729 00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:34,360 Have you ever felt like quitting? 730 00:39:35,219 --> 00:39:38,239 Probably not since the drive down here to over here today, right? 731 00:39:39,039 --> 00:39:40,239 It's every day, right? 732 00:39:41,559 --> 00:39:47,619 But if we quit, we will miss out on what God is trying to do, 733 00:39:47,900 --> 00:39:49,840 what God is going to do. 734 00:39:49,980 --> 00:39:50,820 We'll miss out. 735 00:39:51,519 --> 00:39:55,340 God's crazy commands plus crazy obedience equals crazy results. 736 00:39:55,760 --> 00:40:00,420 If we will bail out, if we bail out, we will never know what crazy, 737 00:40:00,420 --> 00:40:01,900 powerful thing God had planned. 738 00:40:02,760 --> 00:40:03,659 We'll never know. 739 00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:13,260 I, uh, in new hope, I remember this one guy years ago, his name was Kevin. 740 00:40:13,539 --> 00:40:17,320 He w we had a woman in our church who had a house on her property that she 741 00:40:17,320 --> 00:40:21,039 rented out in addition to the house she lived in and she rented it to a guy 742 00:40:21,039 --> 00:40:23,980 named Kevin and she said, Chuck, you have to meet this Kevin guy. 743 00:40:24,900 --> 00:40:25,940 He's gay. 744 00:40:26,639 --> 00:40:29,059 He's a homosexual activist. 745 00:40:29,639 --> 00:40:31,380 He was a heavy hitter in DC. 746 00:40:31,639 --> 00:40:32,940 He was down in DC all the time. 747 00:40:33,260 --> 00:40:34,440 He was a heavy, heavy hitter. 748 00:40:35,219 --> 00:40:40,679 And, uh, and he just, he, he, she's like, I've been witnessing to him. 749 00:40:41,039 --> 00:40:44,960 And, and, uh, I want you to come and talk to him because he's, 750 00:40:45,039 --> 00:40:46,739 he's really open to the gospel. 751 00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:50,920 And I was like, Hey, cause I'm, you know, I don't, we have people, I'm, I'm 752 00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:53,820 using this story, but we have people of all different struggles in their life. 753 00:40:54,139 --> 00:40:58,059 Just like your church does also, but this guy's struggles, homosexuality, 754 00:40:58,320 --> 00:40:58,699 not a struggle. 755 00:40:58,860 --> 00:40:59,639 He was completely in. 756 00:40:59,920 --> 00:41:00,460 I met this guy. 757 00:41:00,619 --> 00:41:05,360 He had scars all over his arms where he cut himself for whatever reason. 758 00:41:05,739 --> 00:41:06,659 This guy was beat up. 759 00:41:06,760 --> 00:41:08,500 It's, it's not a happy lifestyle. 760 00:41:09,420 --> 00:41:11,119 Uh, trust me, it's not a happy lifestyle. 761 00:41:11,539 --> 00:41:14,460 And, uh, no matter what they say on TV, it's not happy. 762 00:41:14,460 --> 00:41:18,179 And, and he, I started talking about God and he was so open. 763 00:41:18,300 --> 00:41:20,500 He started coming to church and I'll never forget I'm preaching. 764 00:41:20,960 --> 00:41:24,960 And he was sitting in the very back of the auditorium. 765 00:41:25,300 --> 00:41:28,780 Remember how big the auditorium is, but he was locked in, he was 766 00:41:28,780 --> 00:41:31,780 just like laser focused, you know? 767 00:41:32,219 --> 00:41:36,639 And he just, he, he was just didn't take his eyes off me and the word. 768 00:41:36,820 --> 00:41:40,980 And he was just really, I knew God was working and I went over to his house 769 00:41:40,980 --> 00:41:42,219 and met with him and Mary Ellis. 770 00:41:42,219 --> 00:41:45,019 And he was like, I believe it. 771 00:41:46,260 --> 00:41:54,619 I want to give my life to Jesus, but I know what it will cost me. 772 00:41:56,900 --> 00:41:59,420 Everybody, he was immersed in this life. 773 00:41:59,519 --> 00:42:02,320 He had more dresses in his closet than anybody ever saw before. 774 00:42:02,500 --> 00:42:05,059 You know, my wife would have loved to get, go visit and borrow a few of them. 775 00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:11,019 Yeah, this, this guy was, this, this guy was, this guy was, he was all the 776 00:42:11,019 --> 00:42:15,300 people he knew came from this life and they're, and they're in militant, right? 777 00:42:16,539 --> 00:42:19,340 And not all they're, I've got neighbors, they're not militant, but he was 778 00:42:19,340 --> 00:42:24,699 part of the militant group and he, he was really, really close and I'll 779 00:42:24,699 --> 00:42:27,500 never forget, he kept coming and then I'll never forget the day before 780 00:42:27,500 --> 00:42:31,599 Easter, Mary Ellis called me and said, uh, said, Malcolm's coming tomorrow. 781 00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,579 I believe he's going to become a Christian tomorrow. 782 00:42:33,739 --> 00:42:35,460 I almost sure, but I just met with him. 783 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:37,500 I showed him a video of the resurrection. 784 00:42:37,500 --> 00:42:39,500 He was in tears. 785 00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:43,079 He he's this close tomorrow's the day you start praying. 786 00:42:43,079 --> 00:42:48,880 So I was praying the next day, come to church and Kevin wasn't there. 787 00:42:49,539 --> 00:42:51,039 I was like, where is he? 788 00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:54,360 I, he was, he really was determined to be here. 789 00:42:54,940 --> 00:42:56,480 And I said to Mary Ellis, she goes, I don't know. 790 00:42:56,599 --> 00:42:59,300 And she goes home and I got a call later in the day. 791 00:42:59,340 --> 00:43:01,519 She said, Chuck, he's dead. 792 00:43:03,260 --> 00:43:04,119 He died during the night. 793 00:43:04,119 --> 00:43:08,420 Now listen, these guys live really rough lifestyles and the things they 794 00:43:08,420 --> 00:43:13,639 do are very bad for the body, you know, and, and this guy died from some 795 00:43:13,639 --> 00:43:19,360 internal hemorrhaging and it was, and that the, uh, guys, the EM EMTs, the 796 00:43:19,360 --> 00:43:21,539 guy came out and said he died painful. 797 00:43:21,780 --> 00:43:22,960 What he had, they figured it out. 798 00:43:23,239 --> 00:43:26,400 Said he, it took him probably six hours to die and he was intense 799 00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:28,739 pain the whole time. 800 00:43:29,099 --> 00:43:29,599 It was terrible. 801 00:43:29,820 --> 00:43:31,500 That just, I don't even want to tell you, terrible. 802 00:43:33,179 --> 00:43:38,840 And, and I said to Mary Ellis, I believe he became a Christian. 803 00:43:41,619 --> 00:43:49,420 He was this close and God knew what it would take to get him over that line. 804 00:43:50,260 --> 00:43:51,719 Six hours of intense pain. 805 00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:53,940 No, he had to know he was dying by the end. 806 00:43:55,719 --> 00:43:56,519 Six hours. 807 00:43:56,920 --> 00:43:59,480 I believe it took that to bring him to God. 808 00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:02,480 And then God said, I'm not leaving you on this earth. 809 00:44:02,579 --> 00:44:06,139 And he took them home because his life would have been hell. 810 00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:09,300 You think, you know, these, his friends and everybody would have 811 00:44:09,300 --> 00:44:10,719 just hammered this guy. 812 00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:14,139 He was, he was a heavy hitter in DC, heavy hitter. 813 00:44:15,439 --> 00:44:17,760 And we believe he put his faith in Jesus. 814 00:44:18,579 --> 00:44:20,900 And so we just took comfort in that. 815 00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:22,480 But then Mary Ellis called me later in the week. 816 00:44:22,619 --> 00:44:25,219 She said, Oh, they're going to have a memorial service on the mule barge. 817 00:44:25,340 --> 00:44:27,059 If you ever in the new hope, they have these mule barges. 818 00:44:27,059 --> 00:44:28,019 They pull them down the barge. 819 00:44:28,139 --> 00:44:29,179 They're going to have a mule barge. 820 00:44:29,179 --> 00:44:30,559 Memorial service for him. 821 00:44:31,039 --> 00:44:35,199 And, and I invited myself to come and I said, and I want you to come too. 822 00:44:35,699 --> 00:44:40,059 And because, uh, I told them I was the last person ever to talk to him. 823 00:44:40,219 --> 00:44:44,820 And I want to share what Kevin told me in our last meeting. 824 00:44:44,980 --> 00:44:45,300 All right. 825 00:44:45,659 --> 00:44:49,880 So she invites, she invited me and said, and bring all the Bibles you can find. 826 00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:52,380 So I had a paper bag. 827 00:44:52,539 --> 00:44:55,699 I threw all these Bibles into it, you know, you know, everything I could find, 828 00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:58,320 you know, and I brought them all in and I get there. 829 00:44:58,320 --> 00:45:00,880 And I show up and she's so excited. 830 00:45:01,139 --> 00:45:02,619 Whereas we're getting ready to get on the mule barge. 831 00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:04,079 She said, I got my bag of Bibles. 832 00:45:04,340 --> 00:45:08,219 And, and she says, they promised me I could talk last because I talked to him 833 00:45:08,219 --> 00:45:10,059 last, they promised me I could share. 834 00:45:10,500 --> 00:45:11,440 And so I can't wait. 835 00:45:11,780 --> 00:45:12,980 I don't think they promised her anything. 836 00:45:13,139 --> 00:45:15,239 I think she insisted that she, they let her share. 837 00:45:15,500 --> 00:45:16,659 This woman was so funny. 838 00:45:17,059 --> 00:45:20,440 And so she, uh, she was an evangelist beyond evangelists. 839 00:45:20,820 --> 00:45:25,260 And so, uh, so we get there and I'm there to hand out my Bibles. 840 00:45:25,260 --> 00:45:27,699 And this group was very strange looking. 841 00:45:28,420 --> 00:45:33,500 It was a weird group on the barge pack that, you know, and, and it got a lot weirder. 842 00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:36,420 Uh, the first guy who got up to speak was his name was pumpkin. 843 00:45:36,639 --> 00:45:38,519 I don't know if you ever follow New Hope, but his name was pumpkin. 844 00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:40,760 And he's, he looks like a pumpkin. 845 00:45:41,139 --> 00:45:44,820 This guy, uh, he's old, old and he's looked like a pumpkin. 846 00:45:45,280 --> 00:45:50,280 And, and, but he's a real activist and he starts giving this whole 847 00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:51,860 history lesson with a microphone. 848 00:45:51,860 --> 00:45:55,440 He starts giving a whole history lesson of how the whole gay movement went from 849 00:45:55,900 --> 00:45:57,420 ostracized to now they're in control. 850 00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:00,139 And he he's given this whole message and while he's doing, he's 851 00:46:00,139 --> 00:46:01,920 stripping off pieces of clothing. 852 00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:02,519 All right. 853 00:46:02,739 --> 00:46:04,880 So he'd tell one story and he'd take off his shirt. 854 00:46:05,139 --> 00:46:06,360 The other one take off the shoes. 855 00:46:06,659 --> 00:46:09,719 He's doing a strip tease, you know, this guy who had no 856 00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:10,820 business taking off his shirt. 857 00:46:11,019 --> 00:46:13,500 Let me assure you, there was nothing provocative about this. 858 00:46:13,559 --> 00:46:13,679 Right. 859 00:46:13,980 --> 00:46:19,159 And so he, so, but he's given this and he finally gets down to his thong. 860 00:46:20,099 --> 00:46:22,159 Picture a pumpkin with a thong on. 861 00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:24,280 This is what, this is what we're dealing with. 862 00:46:24,579 --> 00:46:26,400 And I was creeped out. 863 00:46:26,599 --> 00:46:29,400 I'm, I'm used to a lot, but this was too much for me. 864 00:46:29,699 --> 00:46:33,039 I said, Mary Ellis, here's the Bibles, the mega Bibles. 865 00:46:33,599 --> 00:46:37,300 Uh, and I was here and it was about to where that sign is. 866 00:46:37,679 --> 00:46:39,059 That's the barge on both sides. 867 00:46:39,260 --> 00:46:42,159 I said, I'm going to make the jump because I think I can make it. 868 00:46:42,239 --> 00:46:44,619 And even if I can't, I, I, I'm going to get close enough 869 00:46:44,619 --> 00:46:45,639 to get out of that canal. 870 00:46:46,039 --> 00:46:46,960 I'm, I'm Mary Ellis. 871 00:46:47,179 --> 00:46:47,519 I'm gone. 872 00:46:47,980 --> 00:46:48,639 Here's the Bibles. 873 00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:49,519 You do it. 874 00:46:49,639 --> 00:46:53,559 She's like now, pastor Chuck, don't forget. 875 00:46:53,559 --> 00:46:54,900 We're here for the gospel. 876 00:46:55,260 --> 00:47:08,179 You know, we have to, we have to look past all of this stuff for the gospel. 877 00:47:09,179 --> 00:47:10,460 She talked me down. 878 00:47:11,199 --> 00:47:12,579 He didn't take the thong off. 879 00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:13,420 All right. 880 00:47:13,500 --> 00:47:15,800 Another guy got up to speak all this stuff going on. 881 00:47:15,940 --> 00:47:18,440 And then a little later toward the end, they got up 882 00:47:18,440 --> 00:47:22,920 and they started, the guy was on this keyboard and they started doing this chant. 883 00:47:23,360 --> 00:47:26,199 And, and they started reading from the paper. 884 00:47:26,679 --> 00:47:30,539 And I, I looked over the paper and, and Mary Ellis did too. 885 00:47:31,079 --> 00:47:33,260 And they were actually, and they were spreading the ashes 886 00:47:33,260 --> 00:47:34,760 and hitting a gong and all this. 887 00:47:34,980 --> 00:47:36,659 And it was actually a satanic ritual. 888 00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:40,420 They're praying to the devil, sending Kevin to the devil, you know? 889 00:47:40,780 --> 00:47:42,199 And, and this is what they're doing. 890 00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:47,400 And Mary Ellis went, yeah, she transformed in the crazy lady. 891 00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:49,920 She goes, they're praying to the devil. 892 00:47:50,380 --> 00:47:51,639 They're praying to the devil. 893 00:47:51,940 --> 00:47:52,460 She's going to go, okay. 894 00:47:52,559 --> 00:47:56,079 I go, now Mary Ellis, we're here for the gospel. 895 00:47:59,340 --> 00:48:01,440 We got to go through a lot to share Jesus. 896 00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:02,039 Don't we? 897 00:48:02,880 --> 00:48:03,920 And she's like, okay. 898 00:48:05,079 --> 00:48:08,079 So, so they finished and they get done and they say, okay, that's nice. 899 00:48:08,219 --> 00:48:09,599 Now we're going to dock here in just a moment. 900 00:48:09,719 --> 00:48:10,639 Thanks everybody for coming. 901 00:48:11,199 --> 00:48:13,840 And Mary Ellis said, they're leaving me out. 902 00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:15,300 They lied to me. 903 00:48:15,460 --> 00:48:17,199 You know, who knows what, how she had said it. 904 00:48:17,400 --> 00:48:18,820 She goes, they're leaving. 905 00:48:19,179 --> 00:48:23,800 She jumped up, took the microphone away from the guy and said, now, wait a minute. 906 00:48:24,239 --> 00:48:25,579 You told me I'm going to share it. 907 00:48:25,579 --> 00:48:26,280 I'm going to share. 908 00:48:26,900 --> 00:48:29,539 I'm the last person to talk to Malcolm. 909 00:48:30,019 --> 00:48:32,619 And Malcolm, Malcolm's coming, Kevin. 910 00:48:33,059 --> 00:48:34,460 I'm the last person to talk to Kevin. 911 00:48:35,019 --> 00:48:37,199 And, and I'm going to tell you what he really believed. 912 00:48:37,340 --> 00:48:39,860 You might not know what he used to be, but I'm going to tell you what he 913 00:48:39,860 --> 00:48:41,360 believed, what he told me he believed. 914 00:48:41,519 --> 00:48:44,639 And she shared the gospel like only Billy Graham could. 915 00:48:47,139 --> 00:48:52,440 And, and she's sharing it and it was like a demonic response. 916 00:48:52,940 --> 00:48:57,880 The girl I was sitting across from who was very nice up till now, she was transformed. 917 00:48:58,119 --> 00:48:58,440 She morphed. 918 00:48:58,880 --> 00:48:59,300 I'll never forget. 919 00:48:59,639 --> 00:49:01,059 She put her hands over her ears. 920 00:49:01,820 --> 00:49:04,099 She shut her eyes really tight and he went to growling. 921 00:49:05,820 --> 00:49:06,980 She was even possessed. 922 00:49:07,280 --> 00:49:09,539 It was everywhere on the boat, everywhere on the boat. 923 00:49:09,780 --> 00:49:10,739 It was crazy. 924 00:49:11,599 --> 00:49:14,619 And then, and then she, Mary Ellis gets done and she goes, I'm going to 925 00:49:14,619 --> 00:49:15,920 And now here's my pastor. 926 00:49:16,260 --> 00:49:18,900 He has a bag of Bibles that he wants to give to all of you. 927 00:49:18,980 --> 00:49:24,119 As you get off the boat, I like going, go doing this, you know, and I'm like, 928 00:49:24,119 --> 00:49:24,860 they're going to throw them. 929 00:49:24,980 --> 00:49:25,659 I'm not going to have to jump. 930 00:49:25,760 --> 00:49:27,039 They're going to throw me off now. 931 00:49:27,340 --> 00:49:27,460 Right? 932 00:49:27,699 --> 00:49:29,920 They were, it was crazy demonic, right? 933 00:49:30,480 --> 00:49:32,760 And, and nobody took a Bible. 934 00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:37,780 They went past me, not even looking at me, but two people did go, I'm one of you. 935 00:49:38,820 --> 00:49:41,519 Two people whispered, I'm one of you as they got off the boat. 936 00:49:42,480 --> 00:49:44,340 And I'm like, what am I doing? 937 00:49:44,340 --> 00:49:47,780 I'm this barge with my bag of Bibles. 938 00:49:47,980 --> 00:49:48,559 Why am I here? 939 00:49:48,659 --> 00:49:52,820 Why didn't I jump when I had the chance that I'm literally thinking that I should 940 00:49:52,820 --> 00:49:54,440 have jumped way long time ago. 941 00:49:54,679 --> 00:49:56,019 I could already been home for lunch, right? 942 00:49:56,619 --> 00:49:59,679 Then Mary Ellis walks up to me with the guy in tow. 943 00:49:59,739 --> 00:50:02,219 The guy who had been playing the keyboard walked up. 944 00:50:02,539 --> 00:50:07,199 He was a transvestite from Kenya, from Kenya. 945 00:50:08,159 --> 00:50:11,079 Handsome guy, handsome guy, but he's transvestite from Kenya. 946 00:50:11,079 --> 00:50:14,480 Uh, he hadn't gone through any procedures back then. 947 00:50:14,579 --> 00:50:16,079 They just put on dresses, right? 948 00:50:16,820 --> 00:50:20,539 Uh, so before they started maiming them, that's a whole nother wicked demonic thing. 949 00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:26,840 But it, and she goes, he's not only that he's a Christian, he's a Christian and 950 00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:30,079 he's been looking for a church because he's been on a fellowship since he left 951 00:50:30,079 --> 00:50:30,500 Kenya. 952 00:50:31,059 --> 00:50:33,239 I'm like, I can see he's been on a fellowship. 953 00:50:33,679 --> 00:50:36,320 That's pretty obvious, you know, but he was raised in a Christian. 954 00:50:36,500 --> 00:50:36,719 All right. 955 00:50:37,199 --> 00:50:38,780 And so I said, well, nice to meet you, Malcolm. 956 00:50:39,139 --> 00:50:40,059 You know, good to meet you. 957 00:50:40,059 --> 00:50:42,260 And, uh, hopefully come to church tomorrow. 958 00:50:42,400 --> 00:50:44,519 I hope you hope you come, you know, come on to church. 959 00:50:45,019 --> 00:50:46,920 And, and I never expected to see him again. 960 00:50:47,659 --> 00:50:48,500 But was I wrong? 961 00:50:49,380 --> 00:50:55,920 He showed up and boy, did he ever show up flaming his hair was curled. 962 00:50:56,380 --> 00:50:58,300 His nails were bright red. 963 00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:00,659 He was flaming when he showed up. 964 00:51:01,119 --> 00:51:04,820 And he said later, he did that because he was hoping we would reject him. 965 00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:13,460 So he'd have an excuse not to give his life to Jesus. 966 00:51:14,139 --> 00:51:15,220 That's why he did it. 967 00:51:17,679 --> 00:51:19,159 He was sadly disappointed. 968 00:51:21,619 --> 00:51:23,679 People were thrilled to see him. 969 00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:27,119 Nobody flinched because we're a church of new hope. 970 00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:27,960 Nobody flinched. 971 00:51:28,079 --> 00:51:33,460 Everybody hugged him and welcomed him and his heart melted and his life melted. 972 00:51:33,460 --> 00:51:39,000 And he right there in that service, put his faith in Jesus, gave his life to Jesus. 973 00:51:41,139 --> 00:51:44,539 And he lived happily ever after not. 974 00:51:46,500 --> 00:51:47,760 Then the battle started. 975 00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:51,360 Then the demons had to be gotten out of him. 976 00:51:52,079 --> 00:51:53,760 Uh, we, we discipled them. 977 00:51:53,860 --> 00:51:58,559 One of the guys in our church took him in who, you know, who one of the guys who 978 00:51:58,559 --> 00:52:01,760 has a prison minister was in prison, took him into his apartment. 979 00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:04,440 You know, we finally, he was such a hard thing. 980 00:52:04,559 --> 00:52:05,699 We knew we had to get him out of there. 981 00:52:06,059 --> 00:52:08,619 We sent him to pure life ministries, you know, pure life ministries in 982 00:52:08,619 --> 00:52:12,320 Kentucky, super, super ministry and had him there. 983 00:52:12,519 --> 00:52:13,340 He was doing pretty well. 984 00:52:13,420 --> 00:52:14,199 And all of a sudden he disappeared. 985 00:52:14,340 --> 00:52:15,400 They called, said he disappeared. 986 00:52:16,119 --> 00:52:20,619 Mel got in his car, drove down, searched the streets in Kentucky and found him. 987 00:52:21,179 --> 00:52:22,480 Uh, brought him back. 988 00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:24,440 He looked like he had been through a meat grinder. 989 00:52:24,559 --> 00:52:28,480 You know, it was unbelievable to get bring him back and we got him cleaned up 990 00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:30,780 and back to his senses again. 991 00:52:30,780 --> 00:52:34,280 And, and then we sent him to teen challenge, uh, teen challenge. 992 00:52:34,420 --> 00:52:37,179 It was like in long Island or something, send him to teen challenge. 993 00:52:37,980 --> 00:52:39,880 And, and we got him out of there. 994 00:52:40,639 --> 00:52:43,639 Two years later, teen challenge came to our churches. 995 00:52:43,780 --> 00:52:46,619 Hey, we come and sing and speak and share our testimonies. 996 00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:49,019 And he, they showed up great ministry. 997 00:52:49,300 --> 00:52:54,320 Uh, and they show up and Malcolm was with him. 998 00:52:54,780 --> 00:52:56,139 He was a different person. 999 00:52:57,119 --> 00:52:59,679 He actually shared that Sunday. 1000 00:52:59,820 --> 00:53:05,460 They let him do the sermon, but it really was his story and how the church loved 1001 00:53:05,460 --> 00:53:12,280 him and brought him through so much. 1002 00:53:12,679 --> 00:53:17,280 It was powerful and it was really touching for our church, but honestly, 1003 00:53:17,360 --> 00:53:22,320 we deal with this a lot, but, but God's crazy command plus crazy 1004 00:53:22,320 --> 00:53:25,599 obedience equals crazy results. 1005 00:53:26,699 --> 00:53:31,059 Will we walk by faith even when it doesn't make sense? 1006 00:53:31,260 --> 00:53:33,719 Or will we bail out, right? 1007 00:53:34,260 --> 00:53:35,280 Well, we bail out. 1008 00:53:35,719 --> 00:53:36,900 It's hard, isn't it? 1009 00:53:37,019 --> 00:53:37,840 We want to bail out. 1010 00:53:38,099 --> 00:53:39,340 My marriage isn't what it was. 1011 00:53:39,639 --> 00:53:40,679 The kids aren't what it was. 1012 00:53:40,880 --> 00:53:44,219 Well, you know, and my ministry, my church, my boss, whatever, whatever. 1013 00:53:44,500 --> 00:53:46,460 This I'm getting beat up in my temptation. 1014 00:53:46,679 --> 00:53:47,039 I'm not winning. 1015 00:53:47,360 --> 00:53:51,360 We want to bail out and I see it all the time, but what will we do? 1016 00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:54,800 Will we, will we keep walking by faith? 1017 00:53:55,980 --> 00:54:00,619 The last thing I want to talk to you about is my son, which I guess was on the thing 1018 00:54:00,619 --> 00:54:05,360 there, uh, my wife, I have, uh, as you saw the picture, I have 13 kids. 1019 00:54:05,940 --> 00:54:07,500 My first two were prodigals. 1020 00:54:07,619 --> 00:54:09,579 By the time they got into college, they were prodigals. 1021 00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:12,860 I'm like, what are we doing? 1022 00:54:13,019 --> 00:54:16,380 I said to my wife, we, I'm not doing this 11 more times. 1023 00:54:17,659 --> 00:54:18,639 This was brutal. 1024 00:54:19,099 --> 00:54:19,920 There were prodigals. 1025 00:54:19,920 --> 00:54:21,219 I just wanted to quit. 1026 00:54:22,559 --> 00:54:25,239 I want to go off to an Island somewhere and just quit. 1027 00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:27,579 I'm sure nobody can relate to that. 1028 00:54:28,260 --> 00:54:28,699 All right. 1029 00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:32,199 Thankfully, the second prodigal Matthew came home. 1030 00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,719 He came back from college and he's like, he was shaken up by the spiritual 1031 00:54:35,719 --> 00:54:38,739 warfare and he came back and he returned to the Lord. 1032 00:54:38,920 --> 00:54:42,440 Now he's a pastor and ministry now along with a couple other. 1033 00:54:42,599 --> 00:54:43,960 My sons are in ministry now. 1034 00:54:44,539 --> 00:54:46,940 Uh, and all my children are following God. 1035 00:54:46,940 --> 00:54:50,860 They were all, they have all really got very serious about their face. 1036 00:54:50,940 --> 00:54:52,219 I'm just so thankful for that. 1037 00:54:52,440 --> 00:54:56,559 But my son, Ryan, the oldest one, the first prodigal dug in his heels and he 1038 00:54:56,559 --> 00:54:59,420 just, we'd have a good little time. 1039 00:54:59,480 --> 00:55:03,019 Then he would go back to his other life and the drugs were involved. 1040 00:55:03,420 --> 00:55:04,699 He wasn't really a heavy drug guy. 1041 00:55:04,760 --> 00:55:07,539 He was more pot and alcohol, but those are very bad. 1042 00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:10,460 Don't everybody believe that pot pot's demonic doorway. 1043 00:55:10,679 --> 00:55:13,159 Let me just tell you, don't touch it. 1044 00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:14,219 Don't buy the lie. 1045 00:55:14,579 --> 00:55:16,519 I'm telling you it's as demonic as any drug. 1046 00:55:16,519 --> 00:55:22,300 And, uh, but he dug in his heels, he ended up marrying a heroin addict in 1047 00:55:22,300 --> 00:55:26,239 Philadelphia, down in Philly, uh, near Kensington fish town. 1048 00:55:27,019 --> 00:55:31,019 Uh, and, and they, and he would come back and almost get there. 1049 00:55:31,059 --> 00:55:32,400 And then he would fall away and get there. 1050 00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:34,000 And it was like this back and forth. 1051 00:55:34,039 --> 00:55:35,179 We were just get our hopes up. 1052 00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:38,619 And then he'd go back to his, not just not really the drugs, but just 1053 00:55:38,619 --> 00:55:43,619 turning on Jesus, turning on family, turning and, and it was crazy. 1054 00:55:43,619 --> 00:55:45,579 But finally his wife gets pregnant. 1055 00:55:46,099 --> 00:55:48,760 His wife gets pregnant against all odds, right? 1056 00:55:49,039 --> 00:55:49,380 Heroin addict. 1057 00:55:49,780 --> 00:55:54,800 They have a baby, but, but they, because of the drug use, the baby 1058 00:55:55,420 --> 00:55:58,460 was taken away in the hospital and we got the baby. 1059 00:55:58,559 --> 00:55:59,340 We got the little girl. 1060 00:55:59,719 --> 00:56:00,360 We got her. 1061 00:56:00,880 --> 00:56:04,139 And, uh, and not long after that, my son overdosed. 1062 00:56:04,280 --> 00:56:05,619 He'd used something with fentanyl. 1063 00:56:05,780 --> 00:56:07,940 It was usually some innocuous drug, but it had fentanyl on it. 1064 00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:08,380 It killed him. 1065 00:56:08,980 --> 00:56:11,000 And about a year later, his wife, same thing. 1066 00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:12,199 Fentanyl killed her. 1067 00:56:13,139 --> 00:56:13,500 Drug use. 1068 00:56:13,719 --> 00:56:14,679 They both, they both died. 1069 00:56:15,039 --> 00:56:20,360 Now they're both gone, but, but we have this baby and you, you talk about, uh, 1070 00:56:20,380 --> 00:56:24,579 trauma, trauma, it was unbelievable. 1071 00:56:25,500 --> 00:56:31,340 Many parents, I've seen many parents at this point ditch it all. 1072 00:56:32,360 --> 00:56:35,239 Marriages break up, faith gone. 1073 00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:38,500 And, but we, Kim, I remember we said, you know what? 1074 00:56:39,259 --> 00:56:41,059 We are just going to trust God. 1075 00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:42,460 Let's just keep trusting God. 1076 00:56:42,599 --> 00:56:44,340 Let's just keep taking a step. 1077 00:56:45,579 --> 00:56:47,139 We had this little baby from the hospital. 1078 00:56:47,639 --> 00:56:50,619 She was having withdrawal for a month. 1079 00:56:50,780 --> 00:56:53,440 She would shake, you know, all night long and we're carrying her. 1080 00:56:56,019 --> 00:56:58,159 She had all kinds of challenges. 1081 00:56:58,780 --> 00:57:02,480 She had trouble walking and then we had her therapy and then she's running. 1082 00:57:02,599 --> 00:57:03,440 She had trouble talking. 1083 00:57:03,579 --> 00:57:04,079 We got a therapist. 1084 00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:05,460 She won't shut up. 1085 00:57:05,539 --> 00:57:06,420 Your ears are bleeding, right? 1086 00:57:06,420 --> 00:57:09,400 But, but we went through so much trauma. 1087 00:57:09,539 --> 00:57:11,599 She had emotional issues because of the drugs. 1088 00:57:12,000 --> 00:57:12,039 Yeah. 1089 00:57:12,059 --> 00:57:13,960 We had her in chop because of some skin issues. 1090 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:15,579 It was on and on. 1091 00:57:15,920 --> 00:57:19,639 And, and, and thankfully, uh, there were many challenges. 1092 00:57:19,820 --> 00:57:22,019 What's she, oh, here's the, oh, I go back to the other picture. 1093 00:57:22,719 --> 00:57:24,820 Do the, did they already see the first one? 1094 00:57:25,380 --> 00:57:30,079 Yeah, this is her in the hospital with, with, you know, or initially, 1095 00:57:30,239 --> 00:57:33,320 and you can't imagine it was just trauma, but this is her today. 1096 00:57:33,519 --> 00:57:34,619 She's nine years old today. 1097 00:57:34,960 --> 00:57:35,320 That's her. 1098 00:57:41,980 --> 00:57:44,019 And it was hard. 1099 00:57:44,539 --> 00:57:47,639 I mean, we had to do some, I mean, if I showed you some videos of her throwing 1100 00:57:47,639 --> 00:57:51,019 temper tantrums, she could throw enough for 10 children. 1101 00:57:51,500 --> 00:57:53,539 It was crazy, but she's unbelievable. 1102 00:57:53,920 --> 00:57:58,059 Now a lot of hard work, the whole family pitching in. 1103 00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:00,840 She's gifted in every area. 1104 00:58:01,039 --> 00:58:02,500 You can imagine she's a super athlete. 1105 00:58:02,699 --> 00:58:03,739 She's academic, everything. 1106 00:58:03,739 --> 00:58:10,460 But, but the point is it was brutal and it would have been easy to quit it. 1107 00:58:10,699 --> 00:58:13,320 But, but, uh, she's such a blessing. 1108 00:58:13,400 --> 00:58:16,639 And the best part is that, I mean, we're so close to the world and I, 1109 00:58:16,940 --> 00:58:19,239 but she's a piece of my son. 1110 00:58:22,559 --> 00:58:28,019 I can't stay sad too long because she's right there in my face, right there. 1111 00:58:28,139 --> 00:58:32,619 My face in God opened the door to minister to many people through this 1112 00:58:32,619 --> 00:58:35,079 whole trial and beyond the memorial service. 1113 00:58:35,219 --> 00:58:39,000 The entire community showed up, uh, everybody was there and they heard 1114 00:58:39,000 --> 00:58:40,519 the gospel over and over. 1115 00:58:40,619 --> 00:58:41,800 It's like the Charlie Kirk funeral. 1116 00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:42,619 They kept doing the gospel. 1117 00:58:42,800 --> 00:58:45,760 This was led this funeral gospel, gospel, gospel, gospel. 1118 00:58:45,900 --> 00:58:47,320 It was just, it was just amazing. 1119 00:58:48,019 --> 00:58:49,360 And the community was impacted. 1120 00:58:49,460 --> 00:58:50,539 Our kids were impacted. 1121 00:58:50,699 --> 00:58:53,719 I can't tell you how they're just, you'd be shocked if you, they're 1122 00:58:53,719 --> 00:58:57,219 all in some ministry missions, doing so many different things. 1123 00:58:57,400 --> 00:59:01,980 And, and also Laurel is, is doing just amazing in every way. 1124 00:59:01,980 --> 00:59:04,380 Um, and the impact continues. 1125 00:59:05,559 --> 00:59:09,260 I, uh, then wrote, uh, I felt led to write a book. 1126 00:59:09,380 --> 00:59:12,780 I actually had a dream like 30 years ago now about this story. 1127 00:59:13,159 --> 00:59:14,820 And, and I'm dreamed it. 1128 00:59:14,920 --> 00:59:15,980 And I got up, I was so moved. 1129 00:59:16,059 --> 00:59:17,420 I got up and I wrote the story down. 1130 00:59:17,639 --> 00:59:20,980 And then after my son died, I, I showed it to my kids and they 1131 00:59:20,980 --> 00:59:24,059 said, you should write this story because it's about remembering someone 1132 00:59:24,059 --> 00:59:26,400 that you lost and healing after that memory. 1133 00:59:26,579 --> 00:59:29,699 And it looks like a kid's book, but it's really, uh, it's really for everybody. 1134 00:59:30,220 --> 00:59:34,179 But especially if there's a child who's lost someone, it's really perfect 1135 00:59:34,179 --> 00:59:37,820 for them or if a parent lost a child, perfect, but I'm getting messages 1136 00:59:37,820 --> 00:59:41,239 from all over the world, from people from all different places. 1137 00:59:42,779 --> 00:59:45,860 Um, it's, uh, I think there's a picture. 1138 00:59:46,239 --> 00:59:50,900 Yeah, it's called, uh, I wrote this called Merle's sweatshirt and, um, 1139 00:59:51,039 --> 00:59:53,559 it's about remembering those you loved and lost and still love. 1140 00:59:54,159 --> 00:59:56,579 Uh, in the back, there's a whole another story where I connect the 1141 00:59:56,579 --> 00:59:59,619 dots to our story, but it's not about our story, but at the end, 1142 00:59:59,619 --> 01:00:02,519 I do connect the dots a little bit, but my daughter that made some 1143 01:00:02,519 --> 01:00:07,400 videos that she posted, she put it on Instagram and Facebook and YouTube 1144 01:00:07,400 --> 01:00:12,579 and, uh, I want to use a TikTok, she goes, dad, you're going to reach 1145 01:00:12,579 --> 01:00:14,619 a whole different group of people. 1146 01:00:14,760 --> 01:00:16,320 It's like, you know, and she's right. 1147 01:00:16,480 --> 01:00:19,980 I go into any, I go into a sewer to reach people, you know, I go into gay bars, 1148 01:00:20,079 --> 01:00:23,360 you know, uh, I said, okay, it's not, and it's amazing who you can reach 1149 01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:25,900 on all these different ways of reaching. 1150 01:00:25,900 --> 01:00:30,400 And the, the videos ended up reaching millions of people. 1151 01:00:30,699 --> 01:00:35,699 I think we're up to 7 million views now on the video and, and, and, and the 1152 01:00:35,699 --> 01:00:40,280 book plot, the videos plus the book kind of converge to help people. 1153 01:00:40,619 --> 01:00:44,079 Some just the videos, some of the books, I'm getting thousands of messages. 1154 01:00:44,599 --> 01:00:48,659 When I say from all over the world, I mean, all over the world, it's crazy. 1155 01:00:48,940 --> 01:00:52,780 The messages that we're getting and it's, it's such a simple, simple 1156 01:00:52,780 --> 01:00:58,960 thing, helping people heal from loss and God's part of this process, obviously. 1157 01:00:59,579 --> 01:01:01,659 And I'll just show you one of the videos my daughter did. 1158 01:01:01,760 --> 01:01:05,860 It's my favorite out of all the ones she did about Laurel and I. 1159 01:01:05,980 --> 01:01:08,119 So I'll just show that little clip here. 1160 01:01:08,639 --> 01:01:09,159 All right. 1161 01:01:09,340 --> 01:01:11,659 Hi, I'm Chuck Wilson with Merle's sweatshirt. 1162 01:01:11,940 --> 01:01:14,519 I got my sweatshirt on today and also the book here. 1163 01:01:15,139 --> 01:01:17,619 And I just want to say thank you to everybody who's been so 1164 01:01:17,619 --> 01:01:19,239 encouraging on TikTok. 1165 01:01:19,500 --> 01:01:20,539 I mean, I, it's unbelievable. 1166 01:01:21,179 --> 01:01:23,679 I just like, I feel so close to everybody. 1167 01:01:24,119 --> 01:01:25,179 I just want to hug everyone. 1168 01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:25,820 It's unbelievable. 1169 01:01:26,059 --> 01:01:29,980 You guys have been so encouraging and I'm so touched that the story is touching you. 1170 01:01:30,539 --> 01:01:32,639 I just wanted to connect some dots here. 1171 01:01:33,019 --> 01:01:36,980 Um, at the end of the book, sometimes people finish the book and they don't turn 1172 01:01:36,980 --> 01:01:41,260 the page because as you turn the page, you see a whole rest of the story. 1173 01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:43,019 That's very important connecting the dots. 1174 01:01:43,699 --> 01:01:47,059 And the first part is that I talked about a dream, how I actually 1175 01:01:47,059 --> 01:01:48,980 dreamed this book 25 years ago. 1176 01:01:48,980 --> 01:01:53,699 Never realizing how 25 years later it would intersect with my life. 1177 01:01:54,380 --> 01:01:58,239 And so the way that happened is our son, this is a picture of our son, 1178 01:01:58,500 --> 01:02:00,420 Ryan with a little baby in his arms. 1179 01:02:00,739 --> 01:02:05,420 But right after this picture, he passed away and then his wife did too. 1180 01:02:05,880 --> 01:02:10,139 That's a whole nother story for a whole nother TikTok, but it just 1181 01:02:10,139 --> 01:02:12,119 was such a devastating thing. 1182 01:02:12,340 --> 01:02:15,719 But the amazing thing from that is sad as it was. 1183 01:02:15,900 --> 01:02:16,940 And we still are so sad. 1184 01:02:16,940 --> 01:02:21,579 And my wife and I are very, very sad all the time, but we have this whole other 1185 01:02:21,579 --> 01:02:23,079 side, this whole other blessing. 1186 01:02:23,599 --> 01:02:26,260 And that's the little girl came to live with us. 1187 01:02:26,599 --> 01:02:27,960 And here she is now. 1188 01:02:28,440 --> 01:02:29,139 Here she is. 1189 01:02:29,360 --> 01:02:34,539 She just turned eight years old and she's just such a joy to us and all of our kids. 1190 01:02:34,920 --> 01:02:36,739 We have 13 kids. 1191 01:02:37,400 --> 01:02:41,119 And when we lost one, we were down to 12, but with Laurel adopted 1192 01:02:41,119 --> 01:02:43,179 now, we have lucky 13 again. 1193 01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:45,480 So she just been such a blessing. 1194 01:02:45,480 --> 01:02:46,800 All right. 1195 01:02:49,099 --> 01:02:51,400 So a couple of things I wanted to share too. 1196 01:02:51,619 --> 01:03:00,639 Um, it, it, when we adopted her, it just was such a blessing because we went 1197 01:03:00,639 --> 01:03:05,300 from this incredible sadness to this happiness at the same time, it's hard 1198 01:03:05,300 --> 01:03:09,760 to explain, but that's really what grief is, is we have these so sad, 1199 01:03:09,780 --> 01:03:13,900 missing someone, and yet at the same time we have these happy memories of them. 1200 01:03:13,900 --> 01:03:15,900 And we talked about the sweatshirt. 1201 01:03:16,179 --> 01:03:19,719 Laurel is my sweatshirt and Laurel is all of our sweatshirts now. 1202 01:03:19,820 --> 01:03:24,699 She's one who really just brings some joy out of that intense pain and sadness. 1203 01:03:25,639 --> 01:03:31,659 And I hope that both of these stories, the story of, of, of Merle and then 1204 01:03:31,659 --> 01:03:36,800 also the story of little Laurel will just encourage you because I know so many 1205 01:03:36,800 --> 01:03:40,960 of you are remembering and grieving and sad, but it would just bring some. 1206 01:03:41,940 --> 01:03:47,340 Reminder that you can still have that, that happiness and great memories 1207 01:03:47,340 --> 01:03:50,079 in the midst of that, and I hope that's what encourages you. 1208 01:03:50,340 --> 01:03:52,239 And a lot of people were asking about sweatshirts. 1209 01:03:53,199 --> 01:03:55,699 So, uh, every say, can I get a sweatshirt? 1210 01:03:55,900 --> 01:03:56,739 We're going to work on it. 1211 01:03:56,800 --> 01:03:57,519 I'm going to have to work on it. 1212 01:03:57,619 --> 01:03:59,360 I told my wife, we got to get sweatshirts going. 1213 01:03:59,420 --> 01:04:00,559 So we're going to do our best for that. 1214 01:04:00,639 --> 01:04:00,860 Okay. 1215 01:04:01,159 --> 01:04:02,119 But thank you so much. 1216 01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:06,159 I love reading about how the book is really encouraging you and 1217 01:04:06,159 --> 01:04:07,079 helping you with healing. 1218 01:04:08,099 --> 01:04:08,280 God bless. 1219 01:04:12,739 --> 01:04:18,679 So that's, uh, that this happened all because we didn't bail out. 1220 01:04:19,219 --> 01:04:20,519 We didn't bail out. 1221 01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:24,579 We, if we had bailed out, what would we have messed all along the way? 1222 01:04:25,119 --> 01:04:26,579 Uh, I did bring some books. 1223 01:04:26,880 --> 01:04:31,840 I put some on the back table, um, and, and make sure you read the, in the 1224 01:04:31,840 --> 01:04:35,880 back of the book where it tells the story there, if, if I'm not trying 1225 01:04:35,880 --> 01:04:39,139 to make money, I'm, I'm just trying to replace, uh, all I'm trying to do 1226 01:04:39,139 --> 01:04:41,739 is keep ordering books to give my wife is like, we're never going to 1227 01:04:41,739 --> 01:04:42,480 make money on these books. 1228 01:04:42,619 --> 01:04:44,500 Everybody I go, no, we're going to keep using it for ministry. 1229 01:04:44,960 --> 01:04:48,699 But, but if anybody wants one, you can, if you want to throw $10 into 1230 01:04:48,699 --> 01:04:50,159 the box under the table, that's fine. 1231 01:04:50,340 --> 01:04:51,380 If not, you don't have money. 1232 01:04:51,500 --> 01:04:51,960 It's no problem. 1233 01:04:52,219 --> 01:04:52,860 Take a book. 1234 01:04:53,079 --> 01:04:53,179 All right. 1235 01:04:53,219 --> 01:04:56,480 People are constantly buying me groups of books so that I can give them out. 1236 01:04:56,760 --> 01:05:00,619 So if you know someone who needs a book and you want to bring one to them, 1237 01:05:00,860 --> 01:05:02,260 there's some hard covers, soft covers. 1238 01:05:02,780 --> 01:05:06,219 And if you ever need more, cause, uh, you know, I may never be back here again, 1239 01:05:06,500 --> 01:05:08,039 but you go on prime. 1240 01:05:08,039 --> 01:05:11,719 I know the evil empire prime, Amazon prime, but they're selling the books 1241 01:05:11,719 --> 01:05:13,380 unbelievably inexpensive. 1242 01:05:13,840 --> 01:05:17,179 So I tell everybody use the prime because you get them, you get them cheaper 1243 01:05:17,179 --> 01:05:19,019 there than you can offer for my publisher. 1244 01:05:19,179 --> 01:05:19,739 It's crazy. 1245 01:05:20,380 --> 01:05:24,000 So, um, I don't know how they do it, but anyway, uh, if you need them, but, 1246 01:05:24,260 --> 01:05:28,360 but if you want books, grab, grab one, grab a couple and, uh, you know, 1247 01:05:28,500 --> 01:05:29,539 use them for ministry. 1248 01:05:29,539 --> 01:05:30,599 That that's great. 1249 01:05:31,119 --> 01:05:33,739 But where is God calling you? 1250 01:05:34,820 --> 01:05:37,900 Where, where, what crazy step is he calling us to take? 1251 01:05:38,039 --> 01:05:42,039 Will we bail out or follow what spiritual lesson is he working on in us? 1252 01:05:42,360 --> 01:05:45,639 The patients, the faith, the patients, the perseverance. 1253 01:05:46,019 --> 01:05:47,719 Maybe he's calling you to put your faith in Christ. 1254 01:05:47,800 --> 01:05:49,139 I don't want to assume everybody here's a Christian. 1255 01:05:49,460 --> 01:05:53,239 Maybe he's calling you to put your faith in our Joshua to take a step of faith 1256 01:05:53,239 --> 01:05:55,099 and put your faith in our Joshua. 1257 01:05:55,559 --> 01:05:56,860 Jesus, Joshua is Jesus. 1258 01:05:57,219 --> 01:06:00,280 The arc that they follow through as a picture of the work of Christ, 1259 01:06:00,679 --> 01:06:04,480 what he did with his death and resurrection, what he accomplished on the 1260 01:06:04,480 --> 01:06:07,940 cross, it's all a picture Joshua crossing the Jordan. 1261 01:06:07,940 --> 01:06:10,420 It is a picture of Jesus death, resurrection. 1262 01:06:10,820 --> 01:06:14,380 He, Jesus was baptized in that same exact spot where, where they, 1263 01:06:14,380 --> 01:06:18,820 they cross there and just like Israelites, we must follow our Joshua, 1264 01:06:19,360 --> 01:06:20,159 Jesus Christ. 1265 01:06:20,400 --> 01:06:21,760 We have to take a step of faith. 1266 01:06:21,900 --> 01:06:24,719 I always end everything I ever do with John three 16. 1267 01:06:25,059 --> 01:06:27,500 Why not John three 16 for God. 1268 01:06:27,820 --> 01:06:31,960 So love the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever 1269 01:06:31,960 --> 01:06:36,219 believes in him shall not perish, but have eternal life. 1270 01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:37,320 Let's pray. 1271 01:06:42,039 --> 01:06:44,719 How is God speaking to us? 1272 01:06:46,519 --> 01:06:49,980 Maybe you're here and you've never put your faith in Jesus Christ. 1273 01:06:50,880 --> 01:06:52,800 You've never given your life to him. 1274 01:06:54,239 --> 01:06:59,739 You've never followed our Joshua through that river of judgment and 1275 01:06:59,739 --> 01:07:02,380 death into real life. 1276 01:07:04,280 --> 01:07:06,980 But you can take that step of faith right now. 1277 01:07:06,980 --> 01:07:08,340 It happens in our heart. 1278 01:07:08,420 --> 01:07:11,860 We put our faith in Jesus in our heart, but I just encourage people 1279 01:07:11,860 --> 01:07:16,059 to, to pray a prayer of faith, to put an exclamation point on that. 1280 01:07:17,380 --> 01:07:19,579 The biblical, simple prayer of faith. 1281 01:07:19,780 --> 01:07:21,559 God, I repent. 1282 01:07:23,300 --> 01:07:26,300 I repent of everything in my life that is sin. 1283 01:07:29,380 --> 01:07:33,500 I repent of everything in my life that goes against your word and 1284 01:07:33,500 --> 01:07:35,340 your purpose for my life. 1285 01:07:40,500 --> 01:07:43,659 Please forgive me. 1286 01:07:49,700 --> 01:07:55,800 Forgive me because I'm putting my faith in your son, Jesus Christ. 1287 01:07:57,780 --> 01:08:02,820 My total trust, my total hope and his death on the cross to wash me clean, 1288 01:08:03,000 --> 01:08:06,039 his resurrection from the dead to give me a new life. 1289 01:08:06,039 --> 01:08:09,059 I put my faith in Jesus Christ. 1290 01:08:12,219 --> 01:08:13,880 I give my life to him. 1291 01:08:23,180 --> 01:08:26,300 If you have prayed that prayer of faith today, I want to encourage 1292 01:08:26,300 --> 01:08:29,899 you not to leave here without telling somebody, tell pastor Chris, 1293 01:08:30,079 --> 01:08:34,800 tell me, tell your buddy next to you, tell somebody so that we can be 1294 01:08:34,800 --> 01:08:38,539 excited for you and help you grow in your new life in Christ. 1295 01:08:40,439 --> 01:08:43,140 For those of us who have already put our faith in Christ, what, how 1296 01:08:43,140 --> 01:08:44,800 was the Holy Spirit speaking to us? 1297 01:08:44,920 --> 01:08:45,760 Maybe we're ready to quit. 1298 01:08:46,180 --> 01:08:47,260 Maybe we're ready to bail out. 1299 01:08:47,600 --> 01:08:49,539 Maybe not outwardly, but inwardly. 1300 01:08:50,460 --> 01:08:52,140 How is God working in our life? 1301 01:08:52,260 --> 01:08:55,199 What step of faith is he calling us to take? 1302 01:08:56,819 --> 01:09:00,399 Will we surrender to what he's calling us to do? 1303 01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:08,319 Will we let him work on an area of our life, our faith or our patience or our 1304 01:09:08,319 --> 01:09:12,699 perseverance, say God, finish it, finish this, what you're, what you're 1305 01:09:12,699 --> 01:09:14,619 starting in me, finish it. 1306 01:09:16,680 --> 01:09:19,619 Father, I pray that for every one of us, Lord, we're all struggle. 1307 01:09:19,800 --> 01:09:20,420 We all battle. 1308 01:09:20,640 --> 01:09:22,699 It's never going to end until we get to heaven someday. 1309 01:09:23,100 --> 01:09:26,779 But Lord, I just pray that this group of guys could really build each 1310 01:09:26,779 --> 01:09:28,239 other up and encourage each other. 1311 01:09:28,239 --> 01:09:34,000 And Lord, I just pray that, uh, that we would not quit that every person here, 1312 01:09:36,699 --> 01:09:38,399 every person here would finish. 1313 01:09:38,699 --> 01:09:41,380 Well, you pray that in Jesus name. 1314 01:09:56,079 --> 01:10:01,520 Thanks for joining us at Lansdale Life Church as we praise God and discuss his 1315 01:10:01,520 --> 01:10:01,880 word. 1316 01:10:02,560 --> 01:10:06,680 Don't forget to join us for worship live Sunday mornings at 10 a.m. 1317 01:10:06,960 --> 01:10:08,039 Eastern on YouTube. 1318 01:10:09,060 --> 01:10:11,119 Be blessed and have a great day.