Numbers Study - 2025-06-11

Numbers Study - 2025-06-11

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An ongoing bible study on the book of Numbers. This week’s lesson is presented by Jesse Bonner

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Welcome to the Lansdale Life Church podcast.

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If you're seeking a closer relationship with Jesus Christ, this podcast is for you.

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Thank you for joining us today.

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All right, so we are in Numbers 5.

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So we are officially out of Leviticus for a couple weeks.

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How's everybody feeling?

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Pretty good.

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Nice.

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Has Numbers felt kind of like Leviticus 2.0?

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A little bit.

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There's a lot of the law.

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We talked about this the first week.

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But first ten chapters are preparation for the journey, kind of a lot of law stuff again.

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And then the rest of Numbers is stories and things happening.

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So none of it is dry, at least not for me.

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But I know it gets fun when you see stories and crazy stuff happening.

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So before we get into it, Numbers 5, I would like to open up with Luke 18.

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So you guys can turn there.

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I know you just got to Numbers 5.

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Markelle, I hear you flipping.

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So as you pull up, Luke 18 verse 9.

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And I love this small little section right here.

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And I feel like it's a glimpse into God's heart.

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He spoke this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous and despised others.

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Two men went up to the temple to pray.

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One a Pharisee who was a teacher of the law, and the other a tax collector.

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The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself.

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God, I thank you I am not like other men, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this tax collector.

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I fast twice a week, I give tithes of all that I possess.

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And the tax collector, standing afar off, would not so much as raise his eyes to heaven,

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but beat his breast saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.

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I tell you, this man went down to his house justified, rather than the other,

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for everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.

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I love this because we see that in God's economy and the way God works, humility goes a long way, right?

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Like we know that God resists the proud and he gives grace to the humble.

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So that speaks to me powerfully because as someone who knows they aren't perfect,

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and I think everyone in here knows that, we can tend to get weighed down by areas we failed

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or like aren't good enough, all these things.

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But we see here this guy standing far off, just aware of his need for God was justified.

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And that means to declare, to pronounce one to be just, righteous, or as they should be.

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So even though he failed in areas as a tax collector,

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which usually these people are stealing money from their own people,

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so the Israelites were under Roman rule at the time,

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and they were doubling up the taxes and keeping half and giving half to Rome.

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So these people were pretty shady.

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And this guy just was aware of his sin, and in God's presence, confessed it and repented,

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and he was made righteous by God, while the other one, the Pharisee was not.

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And the reason is, is because the Pharisee appealed to his own goodness, his own righteousness,

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saying, look at all the things I've done, you fail.

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If you try to go on your own merit, you fail with God.

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But if you appeal to the goodness of God and his righteousness, you are justified.

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That is the gospel right there, right?

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Like, there is nothing you can do to find favor in God's sight,

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but it's all by what he's done.

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And it's by trusting in him, like this tax collector, we're justified.

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So this is kind of a good template to start Numbers 5,

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where we get into confession, to realize it's not about, oh, I need to confess the sin.

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I'm such a bad person.

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It's truly just about being aware of where you failed,

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giving it to God, and now you're justified.

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Your slate is clean with him, right?

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And I love the root word of confess,

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because the root word of confess means to throw, to shoot like an arrow,

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or to cast like a net.

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So this isn't just like, you know, slowly opening the door a little bit,

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like a crack to let someone see a little bit into your dirty room, right?

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This is throwing everything out there, right?

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It's just in the open.

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So like how you cast a net, it spreads out, it goes out, and it's just in the open.

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Or when you shoot an arrow, it's just out there and far away from you.

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So when we confess our sin, it's important to know what that means,

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and that means to fully just throw it out in the light, in the open,

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and we know that he's faithful and just to forgive us our sins, amen?

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All right, let's read Numbers 5.

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We're going to start at Verse 5.

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Let's get over there.

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So it opens up with ceremonially unclean persons.

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So we know, like, if you...

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We learned a lot about that already in Leviticus,

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but if you're a leper or have a discharge or touch the corpse,

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they say you have to stay outside of the camp until you're clean,

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and then they do this ritual and you're allowed back in.

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There's a lot of symbolism to sin and why that's important

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to get sin out of your life,

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but also this practically could spread disease in the people and harm them.

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So let's jump down to Verse 5.

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Then the Lord spoke to Moses, saying,

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Speak to the children of Israel,

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when a man or woman commits any sin that men commit in unfaithfulness

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against the Lord, and that person is guilty,

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then he shall confess the sin which he has committed.

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He shall make restitution for his trespass in full,

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plus one-fifth of it, and give it to the one he has wronged.

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But if the man is no relative to whom restitution may be made

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for the wrong, the Lord...

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Yeah.

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The restitution for the wrong must go to the Lord for the priest,

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in addition to the ram of the atonement with which atonement is made for him.

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Every offering of all the holy things of the children of Israel,

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which they bring to the priest, shall be his.

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And every man's holy thing shall be his.

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Whatever any man gives, the priest shall be his.

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So we see, confess to the Lord,

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and we see that this sin or trespasses against the Lord and against people.

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So it's important to realize that, you know,

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not every sin is against people, but every sin is against God.

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So he is a party at play in sin.

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Like, not at play in sin.

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I mean, he was...

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He had to die because of our sin, right?

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And when we sin, we're actually sinning against him,

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and also sometimes people.

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So confession here is super, super, super important.

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And sometimes when we talk about confession,

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it seems heavy, you know, like...

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You know, it's not like it's something we love to do, right?

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You know, especially in Catholicism, you go to the priest,

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and it's this whole ritual thing you have to do.

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Sometimes it's like frowned upon, like, oh, that's so religious.

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But in real life, like, we don't want to have to own up to things we've done, right?

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Like, there's so many other things in Christianity that are more fun, right?

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I mean, I would rather be in a worship set for an hour or do something fun for God,

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but, like, confessing, like, that's not really up there on my list.

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But when you have ongoing sin that's unconfessed,

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like, nothing else will help you apart from confession.

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Like, you could, you know, read your Bible a ton.

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You could listen to a ton of worship music.

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You could, like, really help people.

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And while all those things are good and, you know, they're pleasing to God,

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if you have unconfessed sin, you're still going to feel the same way.

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You can't run from that.

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And that's why confession is so, so important.

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And it's truly for us.

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And why is confession important?

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Because it sets you free.

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First John 1.9, write this down if you have it.

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If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins,

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and he will purify us from all unrighteousness.

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Like, the point of confession isn't just to make God aware of something

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because he knows everything, right?

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It's not as much God-focused as it is actually a gift to us, right?

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It's to acknowledge something that we did is wrong, to make it right.

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And that allows us to receive God's forgiveness.

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It allows us to feel his forgiveness, right?

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And also we can come back into alignment with who he is

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and have unbroken connection with him.

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Now, confessing sin actually helps it lose its power over you.

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Like, if you keep something in the dark, it's really hard to shake that.

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It's so hard to get away from that sin once it's become habitual

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and nobody else knows about it.

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But confessing it actually loses its power.

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And I want to show you some verses here.

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Proverbs 28.13, whoever conceals their sins does not prosper,

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but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy.

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Another Psalm 32, when I kept silent my bones wasted away

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through my groaning all day long.

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For day and night your hand was heavy on me

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and my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer.

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But then I acknowledged my sin and I did not cover up my iniquity.

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I said, I will confess my transgressions to the Lord

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and you forgave me the guilt of my sin.

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Like covering up, it has serious impacts to your health, your life, your mental state.

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But man, in a moment, if you just bring it to God,

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you are immediately forgiven and that weight is taken off of you.

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And you know, it's so easy sometimes if you know there's something going on

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that you don't want to deal with, right?

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You can justify it.

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And you almost like can live in this alternate reality

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where you're like, oh, I didn't really do that.

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You know, it wasn't that bad.

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And you're like almost falling into this deception that you're making for yourself.

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That's dangerous, right?

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Like a lot of bad things happen when that starts.

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Like your life goes out of control.

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But when you acknowledge something and you're just like, here it is, God.

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I cast it out there in the open.

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The sin, I sinned against you.

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It was wrong, Lord.

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Just like that tax collector.

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Lord, please forgive me a sinner.

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He says you're justified.

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And now you are actually like with reality.

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You are actually aware of the truth of what's going on.

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And I love the, you know, Switchfoot,

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anybody who was listening to Christmas music in the 2000s

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must have loved the song because I did.

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I dare you to move, right?

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Remember that song?

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I dare you to move.

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The bridge is so good.

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And it says maybe redemption has stories to tell.

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Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell.

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Where can you run to escape from yourself?

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Where are you going to go?

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Salvation is here, right?

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Like you can't go anywhere else.

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You can't save yourself.

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But right where you fell is Jesus' forgiveness for you.

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And his hand is out just saying,

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just open up about it to me, right?

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I, a lot of you guys know I love the show alone.

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You know, the survival show.

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Anybody else watch those survival shows?

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I've shared a few stories now.

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Yeah, Ken, they're my favorite.

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I mean, I can binge watch those things.

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And for some reason, it doesn't feel wrong.

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You know, it's like nature.

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It feels like a Godly show, you know?

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Yeah, yeah, right?

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Oh, man.

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So, alone is great.

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There's this one season recently,

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I forget which one it was,

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and I don't remember the guy's name,

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so I hope, you know, the story's starting off pretty rough.

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But this guy, he was, when he first started,

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you know, he just had this edge to him.

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And, you know, he's surviving.

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He's always complaining and this and that.

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And things are going wrong.

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And then slowly, like, his perspective starts changing.

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And slowly, he seems more positive.

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And he's more kind to, honestly, himself,

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because it's alone.

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He's the only person there.

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And then he starts to open up about his life.

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And he started talking about a struggle with alcohol, he had.

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And it started when he was a kid.

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I think he might have been 14, 15 years old

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when he started drinking.

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And now he's 60-something.

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And so it escalated into drinking every single day

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at the age of, like, 16.

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And, like, right after school, even during school.

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And he didn't give, like, numbers,

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but, like, he was having a lot of drinks every single day.

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And he explained it like he felt like he was just pulling up

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this warm, fuzzy blanket over him and over his life

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and everything kind of...

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It felt like a safety mechanism,

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so he didn't have to deal with stuff.

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But people that loved him would come and say,

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hey, this is an issue, like, you got to change it.

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And he would always push them away and say,

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it's not an issue, it's fine, it's not a big deal.

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And he pushed these people away for maybe 40-something years

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until finally he's on the show.

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And I think his last drink was his first day in the woods.

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Like, he literally went onto the show, like, in withdrawal,

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which is probably why he's so cranky, right?

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But as he's going and the symptoms of this are leaving his body

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and as he's getting in touch with nature

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and kind of reflecting on his life, getting out of it,

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he started to realize, man, this actually is an issue.

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This is an issue.

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And as he opened up about it, he finally got to the point

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where he's like, you know, this is wrong.

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Like, I can't do this anymore.

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And he acknowledged it, he confessed it on live TV,

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and he said, I'm going to change, like, repentance.

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Like, we almost see a parable of the gospel here.

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Like, you're aware of your sin, you confess your sin,

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you repent from your sin, and now you go back changed.

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So he's going back into his life now getting rid of alcohol

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and living actually in touch with the people around him,

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pulling that fuzzy blanket off, like he said,

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and actually loving people and being honest with them.

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So just, like, that is what confession does.

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It makes sin lose its power over us,

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and it's a gift to us to be able to actually live this life

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the way God's called us to live.

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It's not a scary thing, it's not a heavy thing.

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You know, obviously, if you've hurt some people

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and now you have to own up to it,

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there's going to be some heavy, hard moments there,

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but it's worth it.

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Like, it is so worth it, not living a lie, right,

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and actually being true and being free from your past.

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Now, I do want to just give a warning here

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against obsessive self-analyzing before we go any further,

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because, like, you know, I've fallen into it,

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maybe some of you guys have, too.

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Just suddenly now you're, like, aware of sin,

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and now you're going to go through every single aspect

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of your life pulling every motive apart

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and thinking, man, I must be the worst person ever,

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getting insecurity and all.

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And there's this term I read a couple, like, a little while ago

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when I was kind of going through a season like this,

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and it was morbid introspection.

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That's a big word, right?

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This article is probably the only place that ever used it.

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But morbid, you know, like, around death and introspection,

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it's just focus, focus on yourself.

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And it's this hyperanalysis of everything,

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all your motives and thinking and thinking, okay,

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like, everything I do is sinful.

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That's not God.

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Like, it is not God.

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And you don't want to get into that place.

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1 John 3.20 is an awesome verse to combat that, right?

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It's, for if our heart condemns us,

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God is greater than our heart, and He knows all things.

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He knows us.

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Like, we don't even know ourselves.

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God knows us.

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Another one is Romans 8.

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There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

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When you're in Him, you confess, you move on.

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There is forgiveness, and there is no condemnation.

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A good way to kind of discern between conviction by God

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and condemnation by the enemy, you know,

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Satan is called the accuser of the brethren.

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So he wants to accuse you and, you know, just cast you down.

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It's like when we were training our dogs growing up,

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we weren't good at it.

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Our family is really bad with pets.

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But we had dogs, and it was hard to potty train them.

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So one thing I think we learned, and it's probably not nice,

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if they poop inside the house, you know,

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you like shove their face near the poop,

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and you're like, no, no.

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And you show them the poop, right?

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And you yell at them, and then you send them out.

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And if, as an analogy, that's not God.

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God does not shove your face in your mistake

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and scream no at you and cast you out.

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That is Satan right there, right?

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Satan makes you focus on your failings,

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on your mistakes, and screams at you saying,

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look how messed up you are.

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But Jesus, he convicts to a higher standard, right?

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The Holy Spirit will show you the standard

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of where you're supposed to live,

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and he empowers you to now live up to it.

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So it is an upward focus, a hope-filled focus

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when he convicts you of righteousness, the Bible says,

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instead of the enemy condemning you of your sin.

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So if you are ever struggling,

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confess, trust in Jesus, and move on

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because he's calling you to a higher standard,

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and you should always feel, you can feel remorseful

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and hopeful at the same time,

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is essentially what I'm trying to say.

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All right, so the next section of numbers,

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super interesting, guys.

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It's very different.

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Concerning unfaithful lives, that's what it's called.

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I guess for me, it's more suspicion of unconfessed sin

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since we're kind of in this topic.

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So it starts off talking about a husband

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if he's jealous of his wife thinking that she cheated on him, okay?

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There's no evidence.

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She hasn't confessed to it.

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No one's come forward.

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He's just purely suspicious.

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This ritual we're going to read about

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is a way for the truth to come out.

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I think it's pretty great that God wants that, right?

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Could you imagine being in a house where your partner

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is just always thinking you're cheating

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and there's actually nothing going on

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and you have to live with this?

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But God set up this way for the truth to come out.

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Either, yes, they did, or no, they didn't,

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and it's settled, right?

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So the goal is justice

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and to vindicate the woman if she's done nothing wrong

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or to show that she actually has cheated on her husband,

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the truth is going to come out.

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So let's go down to verse 16.

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And the priest shall bring her near the wife

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and set her before the Lord.

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The priest shall take holy water in an earthen vessel

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and take some of the dust, remember that,

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some of the dust that is on the floor of the tabernacle

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and put it into the water.

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Then the priest shall stand the woman before the Lord,

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uncover the woman's head,

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and put the offering for redemption in her hands,

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which is the grain offering of jealousy.

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And the priest shall have in his hand

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the bitter water that brings a curse

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to the water with the dust in it.

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And the priest shall put her under oath

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and say to the woman,

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if no man has lain with you

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and if you have not gone astray to uncleanness

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while under your husband's authority,

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be free from this bitter water that brings a curse.

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But if you have gone astray while under your husband's authority

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and if you have defiled yourself

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and some man other than your husband has lain with you,

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then the priest shall put the woman under oath

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of the curse and shall say to the woman,

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the Lord make you a curse and an oath among your people.

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Then the Lord make your thyrot and your belly swell.

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So I look this up.

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Very weird phrase.

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Thyrot, belly swell.

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So basically it's a euphemism for being barren.

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And rot actually means to fall away.

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So maybe to wither.

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So there'd be some sort of sickness and withering,

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and you'd be barren.

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Just for some description there

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because it's kind of confusing sounding.

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So then verse 23.

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Then the priest shall write these curses in a book,

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and he shall scrape them off into the bitter water.

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And he shall make the woman drink the curse,

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the bitter water that brings a curse,

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and the water that brings the curse shall enter her

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to become bitter.

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And then essentially, if she did sin,

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then that curse is going to happen.

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But if not, then she's vindicated in front of all the people.

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Now, when I'm reading this and I see the dust, right,

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the dirt from the floor of the tabernacle,

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I see this writing and this cup to drink,

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there's a lot of things that come to mind.

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And I want to jump over to John 8.

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So if you find your way over there, John 8.

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Verse 1, let me know when you guys are there.

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I'm there.

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Cool.

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But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives.

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Now early in the morning, he came again into the temple,

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and all the people came to him and sat down and taught them.

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Then the scribes and Pharisees brought to him a woman

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caught in adultery, and when they had set her in the midst,

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they said to him, teacher, this woman was caught in adultery

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in the very act.

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There's no suspicion here.

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Now Moses and the law commanded us that such should be stoned,

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but what do you say?

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This they said testing him that they might have something

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of which to accuse him.

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But Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground

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with his finger.

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Other versions say dust.

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He wrote in the dust with his finger,

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as though he did not hear.

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So when they continued asking him,

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he raised himself up and said to them,

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he who is without sin among you,

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let him throw a stone at her first.

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And again he stooped down and wrote in the dust.

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Then those who heard it being convicted by their conscience

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went out one by one,

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beginning with the oldest, even to the last.

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And Jesus was left alone.

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And the woman standing in his midst.

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When Jesus had raised himself up and saw no one but the woman,

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he said to her, woman, where are those accusers?

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Those accusers of yours, who has anyone condemned you?

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She said, no one, Lord, and Jesus said to her,

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so we see the priest would stoop down and sweep up some dirt

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to throw into the cup as a curse.

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And we see Jesus stoop down and write in the sand,

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in the dust.

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The priest would write onto a book,

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a curse, and scrape it off into this cup.

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And here Jesus is writing something in the dust we don't know.

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Maybe it's people's specific sins around them

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and they're aware of the fact that,

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hey, I'm like that Pharisee we read about in the beginning.

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I'm not righteous either, actually.

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And when they were convicted, they all left.

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So we see this dust and this writing.

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And in the old covenant, she should have been stoned, right?

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This should have happened.

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But Jesus' writing in the dust actually set her free.

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And instead of a curse and instead of death,

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he doesn't condemn her at all.

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He actually offers her forgiveness.

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He offers her mercy.

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This is who Jesus is, right?

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And you might ask, how can he do this?

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Isn't that kind of contradicting the commandment, right?

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This is what's supposed to happen.

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He's going against it.

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Well, Jesus says he didn't come to abolish the law

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but to fulfill it.

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So what needs to be done about this, right?

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Why can he say, neither do I condemn you going sin no more?

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I want to jump over to Matthew 26.

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This is why.

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Verse 38, he's in the Garden of Gethsemane

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the night before he's going to be crucified.

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And he's talking to his father in heaven.

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And he said to his disciples,

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My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death.

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Stay here and watch with me.

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He went a little further and fell on his face

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and prayed saying, Oh, my father, if it is a possible,

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let this cup pass from me.

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Nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.

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Then he said to his disciples,

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he came to his disciples and found them sleeping

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and said to Peter, What could you not watch with me one hour?

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Watch and pray unless you enter into temptation.

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The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.

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And again, a second time he went away and prayed,

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Oh, my father, if this cup cannot pass away from me,

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unless I drink it, your will be done.

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He can forgive and he can fulfill the law

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because the cup that we deserved,

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the cup that this woman deserved in Numbers 5, he drank.

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He took the curse.

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And the curse that was written in the book,

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the curse because of sin that was scraped off,

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was scraped off of our conscience, right?

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The sin was repealed off of us

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and went into the cup that he drank himself.

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It says he became sin who knew no sin.

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He literally put it on himself on the cross.

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He took the curse.

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He took the punishment and he drank it.

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He took all of it and he became a curse for us.

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And now we don't have a book of rules

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and record of our sins anymore.

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There's one book left, right?

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It's the book of life and nobody can scrape you out of that.

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Our names are written there forever when you trust in him.

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The reason there is forgiveness and confession

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is not anything in ourselves.

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It's purely 100% because he already paid

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for the sin you're about to confess.

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That's why we can come to him with confidence.

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Even right after we sinned, we can come to him with confidence.

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Not confidence in ourself, confidence in him, Hebrews 4.

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Seeing then that we have a great high priest

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who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God,

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let us hold fast our confession,

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for we do not have a high priest

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who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses,

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but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin.

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Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace

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that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

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See that?

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Confession is forgiveness of sin,

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but now we hold on to confession,

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the confession of who Jesus is that we trust in him as our Savior.

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We confess the sin, cast it away.

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We hold on to the confession of who Jesus is, right?

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So I want to close with just an amazing, amazing representation

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of an amazing parable Jesus gives us

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of insight into what confession looks like for us,

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what it looks like in his heart for us,

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and that is in Luke 15.

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You don't have to turn there.

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I can just read it.

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This is about the prodigal son, right?

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Before his dad was dead, he said,

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hey, I want the money.

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I want my inheritance, even though you're not dead,

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which is just a slap in the face, right,

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saying you're not even worth being around for.

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I wish you were dead.

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Can I just have my money now?

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He goes and squanders all of it, wastes it away,

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and now he's living as a servant in squalor,

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you know, the effects of sin.

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And he finally has a moment,

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kind of like that guy in Alone,

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where he's like, what am I doing?

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This isn't how I'm meant to live.

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And he arose and came to his father,

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and he had a speech ready, actually, in verse 18.

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I will arise and go to my father,

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and will say to him,

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father, I have sinned against heaven and before you.

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Again, see that as sin against God and against man.

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And I am no longer worthy to be called your son.

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Make me like one of your hired servants.

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And he arose and came to his father,

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but when he was still a great way off,

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his father saw him and had compassion,

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and he ran and fell on his son's neck and kissed him.

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And the son said to him,

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father, I have sinned against heaven and earth,

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and in your sight,

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and am no longer worthy to be called your son.

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But the father said to his servants,

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bring out the best robe.

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Put it on him.

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Put a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet,

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and bring the fatted calf here and kill it,

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and let us eat and be merry.

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Before he could even say anything,

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before he could even confess it,

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the forgiveness was already there.

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His father was sprinting,

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which people back then didn't do.

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Right?

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Sprinted, met him, hugged him, kissed him,

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welcomed him back before he could even get the words out.

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And then he says his little speech,

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but he already said,

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hey, let's get the party ready, right?

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Like all the heaven, the angels,

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everyone starts cheering the moment

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a sinner returns to God.

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Right?

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And the moment we as sons and daughters of God,

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even if we fall into sin,

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as soon as we do, don't hide it.

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Bring it to him.

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Immediately find forgiveness,

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and that is the heart God has for you.

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Every time.

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Every single time.

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So I have some points,

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and it's also going to be kind of the discussion topic,

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topics we have up to,

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but like how do we practice this that we were talking about?

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How do we walk it out,

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this like freedom and crisis confession?

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And I just kind of quickly put down some points.

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It's not exhaustive, obviously.

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You guys can add stuff to this as well.

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But the first thing to do,

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just in how you walk with God,

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this is day in, day out,

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relationship with him,

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is to be honest with him.

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Like if we can't be honest with God,

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we're not honest with anyone.

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We're not honest with ourself.

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We're not honest with the people around us.

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We have to be honest with God first.

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And when we're honest with him,

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that's where true friendship starts.

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That's where we actually are close to him

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and we hear him speaking to us.

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So we're honest with him.

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The next thing is to keep a soft heart with God.

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So let's say it's not even like anything's wrong,

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but you're just distracted and you feel cold

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and you're not hearing him like you used to.

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You're not feeling him like you used to.

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You need to stop that immediately.

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You need to get some time with him,

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talk with him,

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listen to some worship songs that move your heart.

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Like do something to get into that secret place

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that Jesus shows us in the Gospels.

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Get into that secret place with him

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and get your heart soft with him

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so you can feel him and hear him again.

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Like we just read,

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pray for help.

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Like how often do we go through life

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without even asking for help, right?

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Like you might be struggling with a temptation

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or you might just be like weighed down

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by cares and worries.

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Talk to him.

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Pray for help and grace,

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his power to overcome.

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Then if you do sin,

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confess your sin immediately to God,

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but also to each other.

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James 5, 16 says,

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therefore confess your sins to each other

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and pray for each other so that you may be healed.

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The prayer of a righteous person

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is powerful and effective.

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Don't do it on your own.

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Have people around you,

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family members, friends,

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maybe it's someone you don't really even know well

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but you know they're a believer

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and you like it better that way

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because you're not super close to them, right?

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You're not going to feel judged.

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Like whoever it is,

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there's got to be one person at least in your life

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that you can be honest with

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because when you say things out loud,

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there's accountability

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and now they're praying for you

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and we see in James 5

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that there is power

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and there's effective work of righteous prayer.

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Also, when you confess,

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you better repent.

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You don't just say it

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and then still want to do it

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and keep doing it, right?

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Repentance means to change your mind,

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change your direction.

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So if you know something's off

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and you confess it,

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you need to also change your mind

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and that is a decision you make

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and then when you do that,

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the Holy Spirit empowers you, right?

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To keep walking in that direction.

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Next thing,

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keep a short record of wrongs.

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You can't be remembering your past forever.

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You can't allow your heart to condemn you.

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It's going to be too hard of a life, right?

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We all mess up.

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We need to keep a short record of wrongs

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just like David did.

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He did some really messed up stuff, right?

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And still, the Bible says

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he was a man after God's own heart.

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He repented.

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He walked in communion with God again.

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And finally,

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walk in the Spirit

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and you will not gratify the lust of the flesh.

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That is Bible word there.

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That is truth.

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If you walk in His Spirit,

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you won't.

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You might be tempted,

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but if you're in the Spirit,

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it's impossible to give into that temptation.

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As soon as you give into it,

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you're not walking in the Spirit anymore.

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So walk in His Spirit

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and you will not gratify the lust of the flesh.

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So there are some topics we can talk about.

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And let's just pray.

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Lord, we just thank You, God,

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for the gift of confession, Lord,

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that we actually find freedom, Lord,

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from the power of sin.

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We find forgiveness.

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We find power by the prayer

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of our brothers and sisters in Christ.

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We find freedom from guilt, God,

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that we can have a clear conscience before You.

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And we know 100 percent

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when we confess You

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and confess our sin to You, God,

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You are faithful and just to forgive us.

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There is nothing, Lord,

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more powerful than You

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and Your forgiveness and Your love.

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So we pray tonight, God,

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that Your Holy Spirit would do a work in us.

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I pray that You would be so close to us

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in our conversations, God.

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And I pray, Lord,

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even if there's something that someone feels like

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they just want to open up about, Lord,

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and confess, I pray that they would have the courage

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to do that tonight

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and find some of this freedom that we're talking about.

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And I thank You, Jesus,

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for Your goodness, Your faithfulness,

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and all that You're doing in our lives.

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And we love You, in Jesus' name, amen.

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Thanks for joining us at Lansdale Life Church

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as we praise God and discuss His Word.

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